Swiftie.13
May 7th, 2016, 12:26 AM
Whenever I see someone skinny I wish it was me, I hate my body, whenever I look in the mirror I all I see is my big thighs, my stomach, and my double chin and they need to go away!! I feel so gross and ugly
I also have a skin disease that makes my skin super dry unless I lather myself with lotion
I use to not eat, then I got really sick and had stomach ulcers which made me throw up my water. I only lost 10 pounds in one week which to me really hurt because I know I could've done better
My mom caught in after getting sick for the 3rd time and now monaters my eating, I've gained back those 10 pounds I lost, but then I found our laxatives, and have been using them for the past couple weeks, they make my stomach hurt, but I feel better about myself after getting it out. I've lost 5 pounds so far, but I only have one laxative left... I know I'm going to stop eating... I don't want to but I physically can't help it, I always tell my friends that they are gorgeous no matter their size... When can I start following my own advice?
I'm currently 5' 1 1/2" and 107 lbs.
I also have a skin disease that makes my skin super dry unless I lather myself with lotion
I use to not eat, then I got really sick and had stomach ulcers which made me throw up my water. I only lost 10 pounds in one week which to me really hurt because I know I could've done better
My mom caught in after getting sick for the 3rd time and now monaters my eating, I've gained back those 10 pounds I lost, but then I found our laxatives, and have been using them for the past couple weeks, they make my stomach hurt, but I feel better about myself after getting it out. I've lost 5 pounds so far, but I only have one laxative left... I know I'm going to stop eating... I don't want to but I physically can't help it, I always tell my friends that they are gorgeous no matter their size... When can I start following my own advice?
I'm currently 5' 1 1/2" and 107 lbs.