I like this guy and I don't know what to do

[Island.flower]

So basically I met this guy (let's call him Kailum) about three and a half years ago. At first I had just thought that he was cute and all but I soon found myself liking him. A lot. Next think I know like two years later I'm in love with the guy. I have social anxiety so it makes it difficult to ever talk to him. So two years after I met him I had gotten really fed up with just watching him date girls that weren't me and so I texted him and told him that I loved him. He said that he had liked me last year for a period of time but got over me because I had a boyfriend (who I didn't really like like that) and so basically he indirectly said that he doesn't like me back. Fast forward a year into my first year of high school and I hardly see him. We have no classes and we don't have the same lunch. But recently I've been seeing him A LOT. Its killing me. I had thought that I had gotten over him over the summer but apparently not. Now I love him more than I ever have. I've been fighting off the urge to text him because I know that I'll just fuck everything up like I did last year. I've missed seeing him so much and him saying his usual greeting to me. I keep having this nagging feeling that I should text him buy I don't know if it's just my feelings or what. What should I do? Should I text him? I don't want this to be last year all over again.

[audiophile5]

I think sometimes it's better the past be past.

[untamed]

So basically I met this guy (let's call him Kailum) about three and a half years ago. At first I had just thought that he was cute and all but I soon found myself liking him. A lot. Next think I know like two years later I'm in love with the guy. I have social anxiety so it makes it difficult to ever talk to him. So two years after I met him I had gotten really fed up with just watching him date girls that weren't me and so I texted him and told him that I loved him. He said that he had liked me last year for a period of time but got over me because I had a boyfriend (who I didn't really like like that) and so basically he indirectly said that he doesn't like me back. Fast forward a year into my first year of high school and I hardly see him. We have no classes and we don't have the same lunch. But recently I've been seeing him A LOT. Its killing me. I had thought that I had gotten over him over the summer but apparently not. Now I love him more than I ever have. I've been fighting off the urge to text him because I know that I'll just fuck everything up like I did last year. I've missed seeing him so much and him saying his usual greeting to me. I keep having this nagging feeling that I should text him buy I don't know if it's just my feelings or what. What should I do? Should I text him? I don't want this to be last year all over again.
Let him mAke the move if yu do it u will look desperate

[Sailor Mars]

Let him mAke the move if yu do it u will look desperate

^ Dont do that. That's a shitty thing to say anyway

If you like him, start talking to him again. Ease back into being friends and see what you can do from there. If he doesn't want to be friends with you, leave it be, and like audiophile said, let the past be the past.