Tesserax
March 20th, 2016, 04:18 AM
I've posted a similar post a few times I think, but to be honest I just can't shake it.
I've tried everything, but every time I look around I see happy couples and something deep stirs within me, a longing for what they have but it is not to be.
Last night, I think I broke a record, acting as the 7th wheel in a photobooth shot at our school year 12 formal, and that's when it hit me. I'm basically the only person without either a best friend or a serious romantic partner. Many of my "friends" seemed to not give a shit about me, and appeared to not care or pay attention when I spoke. Only a couple of good friends showed interest and respect, and I thank them for their attention.
I just can't stand it, being alone. But until I find somebody, and it's been quite certainly a difficult chore, I'm just going to have to deal with the void that I feel inside.
Does anybody have any tips for me to cope? No "love yourself" crap, I've found that the generic methods don't actually seem to work at all.
To anybody who cares, thank you for reading, and even more so for replying.
I've tried everything, but every time I look around I see happy couples and something deep stirs within me, a longing for what they have but it is not to be.
Last night, I think I broke a record, acting as the 7th wheel in a photobooth shot at our school year 12 formal, and that's when it hit me. I'm basically the only person without either a best friend or a serious romantic partner. Many of my "friends" seemed to not give a shit about me, and appeared to not care or pay attention when I spoke. Only a couple of good friends showed interest and respect, and I thank them for their attention.
I just can't stand it, being alone. But until I find somebody, and it's been quite certainly a difficult chore, I'm just going to have to deal with the void that I feel inside.
Does anybody have any tips for me to cope? No "love yourself" crap, I've found that the generic methods don't actually seem to work at all.
To anybody who cares, thank you for reading, and even more so for replying.