Destroyeroftissue
January 29th, 2016, 10:23 PM
This is hard for me to write im a pretty shy person, but for a long time now in my friend group that in places such as xbox would one guy would strive to remove me such as kicking me from the party and stuff like that. At the time it wasnt too bad lasted for a day until my other friends felt sorry for me and it was all sorted out.
Then after the last school year most of my friend group left and went to another school (college instead of sixth form) because most of them failed and left me and two others of this group behind. My problem is that now i dont talk to a lot of those people any more i am constantly getting left out and the two people i do talk to on a daily basis talk about all the stuff they did and dont ask if i want to go or anything. Then all my friends in this group decided to switch from xbox to ps4. This is seemed fine at the time and i got it the same as them it was only a day later i realised everyone on ps4 wasnt adding me or inviting me to parties, i got a few people to add me over the week and got invited to a few parties only for the same guy who now has turned into their leader to kick me. Now im being left out of everything online, being kicked from fb chats and nobody is talking to me anymore only the two people at school who seem fine and want to talk to me there only online its a different story.
This has been going on for months now and no one has said anything about it because i never see anyone from my friend group now as they go to a different school. I am becoming pretty left out tbh, it sounds very sad to write it all down but i have just had enough of it all and the thing which angers me the most is these two guys i see everyday always ask me for help and talk to me about random stuff as i am with one of them at least all the time and they never talk about what happens online and never invite me to anything. The problem i having is that i was to be invited to stuff and be able to talk to them or find another group of people but at sixth form most of these groups have been together for years and i am a pretty shy person so, i cant just leave and find a new group. :(
Any advise or experiences would be appreciated just in a low place right now.
Then after the last school year most of my friend group left and went to another school (college instead of sixth form) because most of them failed and left me and two others of this group behind. My problem is that now i dont talk to a lot of those people any more i am constantly getting left out and the two people i do talk to on a daily basis talk about all the stuff they did and dont ask if i want to go or anything. Then all my friends in this group decided to switch from xbox to ps4. This is seemed fine at the time and i got it the same as them it was only a day later i realised everyone on ps4 wasnt adding me or inviting me to parties, i got a few people to add me over the week and got invited to a few parties only for the same guy who now has turned into their leader to kick me. Now im being left out of everything online, being kicked from fb chats and nobody is talking to me anymore only the two people at school who seem fine and want to talk to me there only online its a different story.
This has been going on for months now and no one has said anything about it because i never see anyone from my friend group now as they go to a different school. I am becoming pretty left out tbh, it sounds very sad to write it all down but i have just had enough of it all and the thing which angers me the most is these two guys i see everyday always ask me for help and talk to me about random stuff as i am with one of them at least all the time and they never talk about what happens online and never invite me to anything. The problem i having is that i was to be invited to stuff and be able to talk to them or find another group of people but at sixth form most of these groups have been together for years and i am a pretty shy person so, i cant just leave and find a new group. :(
Any advise or experiences would be appreciated just in a low place right now.