I am so fucking lost...

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I know how you feel, it really sucks to want someone who you know you'll never see again. how exactly did you 'fuck it all up again'?


also it sucks asking people you care about how they feel and having them respond 'ahh im just tired' when you know there's something else.

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Just... whenever things are almost alright with us, I say something that makes him upset, and it starts over again. We just get angrier and angrier until one of us says something that's makes us step back and ask what could possibly get us that upset... and, for the fourth time, I just got too upset and I freaked out. I told him I was done, that I wanted to break up... and I really don't want to, I just don't know if it's good for us to be together, it's not healthy... he just keeps getting hurt, and it's chipping away at me too. I just didn't know what else to do, what else I can do...

If you're going to break it off with him, make sure you do it on a good note, and not a bad one. If neither of you are enjoying it, and theirs little hope of reconciling the relationship, then it's better just to end it.