Arguing about something and nothing

[Aivis371LV]

Hello. I problems with school and mainly with family. We are arguing about school problems(i have bad marks), behavior problems(bad behavior and i and my brother are smoking but not every day.. Sometimes when nerves need relax).
After phew months i will have exams in school and if i fail 1 exam my mom will be angry(i don't realy knkw.. I just predict future)
If that isn't enough.. I don't have much true friends.. And i don't have best friend 'cause i don't need friends and family. I want to live alone but i have to wait.
I don't know what i will do if i fail exams.. Probably panic:D
I had argue 5 minutes ago and now i am in bed. I usually am in bed.
I live in small country with shitty society and fu*+ing sh!**y apartment. Ok.. I have water and i have food but i have problems and i don't have energy anymore for solving them. I will just run off after phew years but for a moment.what to do? How to get better marks at school? If my mom starts again what to do? Just go away in my bed? I don't have bad temper. I'm usually calm and balanced.
I'm usually thinking how world would be without me and suicide.. But that would be too easy. I want to suffer and be challenged to go through this.

[lliam]

So you've the usual probs many peers suffer from. All over the world. Ok, except me.^^


What I don't understand is, what's the point?

If you don't need any friends, and family, opinions of other people doesn't matter.

Insofar, your thread seems a bit pointless.

You easily can tell your mom whether you pass your exams or not, isn't her concern anymore or such. So avoid any dispute with her. Ignore her or the opinions of others. For this purpose, it really takes is a little practice.



Or try to get come down to be able to start talking sensibly to her about what's bothering you the moment. You're probably at puberty, and you really don't know what you want yet.


But if you should be of legal age ... then I can't help you anyway.