I just spent two hours writing a post.bit erased it and told me to sign in again

[zombiecats]

I poured the remains of my dignity into a post for two hours. It erased it and told me to log on n again. I am suicidal in the USA. If know I need all sorts of help and am beyond any help too. There is no free healthcare here. I can't just go get help. My dad doesn't want me to be known as someone who needs psychological help. I need much more than that. I poured out my very serious problems, you would be horrified, maybe vomitz maybe not believ e me. I NEED SERIOUS HELP! And the damned system erased my message and told me to log back in. I want to die. No one can help me.

[vboy]

i know the feelng man
believe me i know

[Zachary G]

I poured the remains of my dignity into a post for two hours. It erased it and told me to log on n again. I am suicidal in the USA. If know I need all sorts of help and am beyond any help too. There is no free healthcare here. I can't just go get help. My dad doesn't want me to be known as someone who needs psychological help. I need much more than that. I poured out my very serious problems, you would be horrified, maybe vomitz maybe not believ e me. I NEED SERIOUS HELP! And the damned system erased my message and told me to log back in. I want to die. No one can help me.

Its a tough deal, I know, but you arent alone. There are many free psych services for people in every state, you just have to locate them. Your being a kid and all, I am sure they will take you even if you dont have any money to pay. Its tough having so many things on your mind and being stressed and feeling alone , but really you arent. If there was a way I could help you, I would -- like try to locate free clinics in your area or somethng. I know they are there.

[northy]

Mods/admins, maybe a auto saving draft would remedy this in the future.

OP, there will be free online help for you. Search for it in your state. If you get stuck, there are people on here, myself included who will be happy to help you. Just pm or post in the subforum for it.

Edit: You don't have enough posts to pm us, I'm sure one of the mods would be happy to talk?

[HunterDaniels]

I poured the remains of my dignity into a post for two hours. It erased it and told me to log on n again. I am suicidal in the USA. If know I need all sorts of help and am beyond any help too. There is no free healthcare here. I can't just go get help. My dad doesn't want me to be known as someone who needs psychological help. I need much more than that. I poured out my very serious problems, you would be horrified, maybe vomitz maybe not believ e me. I NEED SERIOUS HELP! And the damned system erased my message and told me to log back in. I want to die. No one can help me.

Dude I have BEEN THERE trust me!
Please dont take your life ok? Im sorry that your long post didnt go through. If it took two hours maybe the site logged you out. That sucks tho. Take it from someone that types very long posts I know :)
But seriously youre not alone. There are lots of people online that can help you. People that have been depressed and have wanted or still want to take their own life. Im one of them. I would be happy to talk to you or listen to what you have to say or just be a distraction.
email me
YOUR LIFE IS WORTH LIVING. YOU ARE WORTH IT

[hairy balls]

hi man I have just copied this post from another.
You don't say how old you are
or if you have any other family except dad
I have BEEN THERE TO trust me!
Please dont take your life ok?
Im sorry that your long post didnt go through. If it took two hours maybe the site logged you out. That sucks tho. But seriously youre not alone. There are lots of people online that can help you. People that have been depressed and have wanted or still want to take their own life. Im one of them. I would be happy to talk to you or listen to what you have to say or just be a distraction.
email me
YOUR LIFE IS WORTH LIVING. YOU ARE WORTH IT
AlSO REMEMBER YOU ARE THE MOST IMPOSTENT PERSON IN THE WORLD