TheBasil
December 23rd, 2015, 09:46 PM
Hello! so.. i am from somewhere in Europe. I have struggled with anxiety and being without friends for some time now. But i have somehow gotten used to this, and enjoyed to play video games and being with myself and just enjoying being by my own company.
But around 6 months ago, i started meeting this guy who actually took time to meet me, talk to me and bring me out of my shell. He is the only person i can actually talk to. But i just cannot trust him.. he has all this female friends who sleeps around with pretty much everyone and i know i should break up with him, since there is no trust there..but i just cannot do that because then i will end up alone again. I feel so stuck. I have started getting constant headheaches, tired all the time, struggling getting something to eat, physically heart pain etc..
I do not know what to do. I am not strong enough. I know this a is weird introduction. But has anybody been in same situaton? I just feel so sad and i cannot do anything i used to enjoy anymore :(
But around 6 months ago, i started meeting this guy who actually took time to meet me, talk to me and bring me out of my shell. He is the only person i can actually talk to. But i just cannot trust him.. he has all this female friends who sleeps around with pretty much everyone and i know i should break up with him, since there is no trust there..but i just cannot do that because then i will end up alone again. I feel so stuck. I have started getting constant headheaches, tired all the time, struggling getting something to eat, physically heart pain etc..
I do not know what to do. I am not strong enough. I know this a is weird introduction. But has anybody been in same situaton? I just feel so sad and i cannot do anything i used to enjoy anymore :(