Just feel like crap.

[IamSomeone]

Its basically just gone downhill for me since september, its kinda a long story but here it is.

My friends: I'll use nicknames Henry (funny enough, nice, ) John ( nice and always in a good mood) and Tom (went to primary school with Henry and John, he has quite a temper at times, every 5 seconds he says some stupid joke about anything and I just find none of it funny)

So this year henry had to move for like 8 months so its just me john and tom, john and I both share the same views about how henry is annoying but he's in alot of our classes and he knew john for a long time too so he just kinda follows us. Well this year in particular John has been getting interested in girls and hes pretty good looking, hes had to say no to a few girls, thats how good looking he is. I on the otherhand am not, its really hard seeing him have no trouble what so ever talking and I dont know as he call it "getting well in" with most girls and not be jealous.

theres way more too it but its just hard to explain. I find it hard to be with someone that I'm jealous of and someone else that irritates me soo much 5 days a week. I've gotten so annoyed at the jokes I don't even laugh at them anymore.

Then othertimes I'm really happy and positive but I just get depressed really easily. :(

[heybuddy23]

i get it buddy i have a kind of similar situation

[Judean Zealot]

You have to stop being jealous of your friend, full stop. Unless, of course, you want to spend the rest of your life without friends. That's the first step. No matter how accomplished you are, there will always be those who have a quality that you don't.

As for yourself, don't wallow in depression. If you want something- go get it! It's all in your hands. Read Dale Carnegie. Practice smiling. Build up your communication skills. Whatever, just be proactive to get what you want.