ImTrickster
November 11th, 2015, 06:38 PM
Firstly,let me just say that I am not usually the jealous type but since I started Uni in September I met this guy in my one of lectures (Mathematics) and we instantly started to make eye contact and talk. As a ice-breaker in class we all had to just say one thing about us. Anyway, after the class we started to just chat and stuff and we started to talk on PSN and ever since then we have talked every day.
The weird thing is; in only like 2 weeks and it felt like we have known each other for at least a decade. As banta and stuff when chatting we pretty much talked about everything and i mean everything. Stuff I haven't told anyone, especially people i have known for years. He is someone I can just talk to. ( We're both guys) I have never really been this close to anyone before-especially a guy, not even my girlfriend.
The only thing is now, as we message every day, snapchat like every hour. I possibly message him more than my gf, we have been together for 3 years now, I love her so so much. I get worried when we dont chat for a day. When he's on PSN I also get really jealous when he is in chat with this other friend ( who he hasnt even met before, this other guy is a australian so they have never met). He and the australian are close as well. I get jealous when i see that they are in a chat. I now it is bad that i dont like it when he is in a chat with someone else. Additionally, my mate has said that he also gets jealous when i dont speak to him on chat.
He is someone i feel just so close too, someone I dont want to loose. I know that this sounds like we should be dating hahaha but I have a gf and i want to stay mates with him,but im starting to think that i might be bi but i could never be open about it, likewise i ould never be able to tell my gf or parents. I do think that i may love him, but yeah I just want to be friends. ( i find it really difficult talking about stuff like this) Anyways, I feel like it would be incredibly difficult not being at uni with him. We make each other laugh like all the time.
I know that this isnt normal, and really wierd thing to happen (in such a short period of time) with just a mate but, I kinda just want to let go abit, and not feel jealous. When I do feel jealous i think about him alot. I want to let go. Got any advice, has this kind of thing happend to you? Why am I like this?
Thanks so much, sorry for the length, but it is something I feel like i should get off my chest. :D
The weird thing is; in only like 2 weeks and it felt like we have known each other for at least a decade. As banta and stuff when chatting we pretty much talked about everything and i mean everything. Stuff I haven't told anyone, especially people i have known for years. He is someone I can just talk to. ( We're both guys) I have never really been this close to anyone before-especially a guy, not even my girlfriend.
The only thing is now, as we message every day, snapchat like every hour. I possibly message him more than my gf, we have been together for 3 years now, I love her so so much. I get worried when we dont chat for a day. When he's on PSN I also get really jealous when he is in chat with this other friend ( who he hasnt even met before, this other guy is a australian so they have never met). He and the australian are close as well. I get jealous when i see that they are in a chat. I now it is bad that i dont like it when he is in a chat with someone else. Additionally, my mate has said that he also gets jealous when i dont speak to him on chat.
He is someone i feel just so close too, someone I dont want to loose. I know that this sounds like we should be dating hahaha but I have a gf and i want to stay mates with him,but im starting to think that i might be bi but i could never be open about it, likewise i ould never be able to tell my gf or parents. I do think that i may love him, but yeah I just want to be friends. ( i find it really difficult talking about stuff like this) Anyways, I feel like it would be incredibly difficult not being at uni with him. We make each other laugh like all the time.
I know that this isnt normal, and really wierd thing to happen (in such a short period of time) with just a mate but, I kinda just want to let go abit, and not feel jealous. When I do feel jealous i think about him alot. I want to let go. Got any advice, has this kind of thing happend to you? Why am I like this?
Thanks so much, sorry for the length, but it is something I feel like i should get off my chest. :D