Jcml27
November 1st, 2015, 06:24 PM
At the moment I have literally one friend, and I hate it.We both go to an all boys school and we are in each other's class but over the last while I think we've started to interact less. And because of that my life is incredibly boring. However, anytime I get the chance to talk to someone new, they either look at me like 'what is your problem?' Or 'do I know you?' Or I get nervous and start blabbering and to say they become disinterested would be and understatement. Yet, when I show interest in someone's life they never really seem to return the favour and that is frustrating, nevertheless I am a tad socially awkward. For example, my friend and I went to a nightclub for hallowe'en and the club closed at 1am but I was so out of my comfort zone that I left at 10.30 and this awkwardness stems from a relationship I had with my ex-girlfriend who is rather popular and hasn't even tried to talk to me since our break up whereas I think about her everyday and possibly I'm just afraid of showing interest in someone like I did with her and then getting hurt.
So what I'm basically asking from all that hokum above is how do I make my life less boring?
So what I'm basically asking from all that hokum above is how do I make my life less boring?