dauntless
November 1st, 2015, 07:08 AM
Okay so here's the deal:
I'm gay and I haven't come out about it to anyone although I fit into a lot of gay stereotypes so some might suspect it. I've known this guy for about two years and we've been close friends ever since, but about two/three months ago, I've started having feelings for him. Is it a crush?Is it love?Who knows? All I know is that I really like him and I've never felt like this before. We hang out at school most days and out of school sometimes with other people and we text regularily. I've been in his life for nearly two years, and that's pretty rare for me, I never get long term involvements with people. He's really nice with me and seems to relatively care. His sexual identity is unknown to me all though he has never dated anyone and rejected the 9 girls who've asked him out. We played truth or dare once and someone asked him if he liked anyone at the school and he blushed and said he wouldn't answer that. Last night, we both spent the night at a friend's house with two other people but there was only one bed and two couches for us 4, so me and him took a couch together, being the closest friends. I didn't sleep very well because I was terrified of waking him up and tried not to move at all. Once he fell asleep (I think) he started moving and we ended up in really close positions. He got really close to me, sometimes with his hand on my chest, sometimes, his leg pressed on mine. At first I thought it was just luck but it really felt like cuddling at the end. So when they all woke up after I had a sleepless night, someone asked me how I slept and I said that I was okay but that he moved a lot in his sleep. He denied it veciferously. Do you think he did it on purpose? Do I have a shot?
I'm gay and I haven't come out about it to anyone although I fit into a lot of gay stereotypes so some might suspect it. I've known this guy for about two years and we've been close friends ever since, but about two/three months ago, I've started having feelings for him. Is it a crush?Is it love?Who knows? All I know is that I really like him and I've never felt like this before. We hang out at school most days and out of school sometimes with other people and we text regularily. I've been in his life for nearly two years, and that's pretty rare for me, I never get long term involvements with people. He's really nice with me and seems to relatively care. His sexual identity is unknown to me all though he has never dated anyone and rejected the 9 girls who've asked him out. We played truth or dare once and someone asked him if he liked anyone at the school and he blushed and said he wouldn't answer that. Last night, we both spent the night at a friend's house with two other people but there was only one bed and two couches for us 4, so me and him took a couch together, being the closest friends. I didn't sleep very well because I was terrified of waking him up and tried not to move at all. Once he fell asleep (I think) he started moving and we ended up in really close positions. He got really close to me, sometimes with his hand on my chest, sometimes, his leg pressed on mine. At first I thought it was just luck but it really felt like cuddling at the end. So when they all woke up after I had a sleepless night, someone asked me how I slept and I said that I was okay but that he moved a lot in his sleep. He denied it veciferously. Do you think he did it on purpose? Do I have a shot?