Im so annoyed

[benlodge123]

Hello everyone!
I recently led 3 girls on without realizing, yes i know it was wrong and i shouldn't of done it. But here's the thing on no uncertain terms should they carry on having a go at me. Every one knows that. One of the girls i recently led on, has told a boy that likes her, The boy is mates with people in my group of friends and now they all laugh at me and say I am a "dick head" for doing it and that i always was. Im not and some people in here will know that. I had suicide thoughts the other day and i can feel them coming on again. I feel like the lowest of lowest poeple right now. :(

[Emerald Dream]

Diary HQ :arrow: Relationships and Dating

[Melodic]

I'm glad you somewhat admitted what you did was wrong. I wish more people would do that. But sadly, you have to face the consequences even if you realized the situation was wrong afterwards.

[SillyShyGuy]

You are brave to admit your mistakes like the person above me said. But that does not mean you should have to accept being bullied by these people. They should let it go and stop bringing up the subject. If you do not want them to talk to you that way then make new friends. True mates would never do that.

[ObliviousCat]

Kudos for taking responsibility and admitting what you did wrong. Tell your friends to stop bringing the subject up. If they're your true friends and understand you, they'll listen so long as you don't come off like you're not being serious. If they don't stop, perhaps it's time to consider other options - hanging out with different people. They don't deserve to be your friends if they ignore your pain, virtually being caused by them.
If you're still considering suicide or you're in a bad place, please don't hesitate to contact someone, whether it be a hotline or someone you can trust. This is having a rather big negative impact on you, I can see that, but it's not the answer.