Fried13
October 18th, 2015, 07:23 AM
First of all, I'm going to [attempt] to explain my sexuality to you.
I am 85% unsure about my sexuality. I am AFAB, and there's a chance I could just be a 'tom boyish' girl.
However, at the moment, I identify as Feminine Neutrois. I'm not really sure if anyone'll know what that is; everyone could know, or no one could, so I'm just gonna explain it as best I can.
Essentially, a Neutrois is very similar to Agender, and could be considered to be genderless; the exact definition is entirely up to who is using it --- I consider it to mean genderless or not identifying as either male or female.
I consider myself to be a Feminine Neutrois.
I'm not entirely sure whether I am, or if I even have the definition right, but to me it means that I am, as it says, a feminine genderless person. So I was born a girl (hence not trans-feminine neutrois), and I have those parts; but to me they do not signify my femininity. I see them to be parts that I happen to have, rather than parts that mean I am a girl. Most days I will consider myself to be entirely genderless and others I will identify as a girl; but for the most part I don't even think of myself gender wise, I just consider myself a human, rather than female or male or anything else.
Simply put, I feel most comfortable living in a kind of agender way, however in some occasions and some aspects I feel feminine; most would consider me to be in an 'agender to female' spectrum, probably erring on the side of female.
I know this is a very bad description and I'm sorry it doesn't make any sense, I've simply not really bothered identify with (or without) a gender for most of my life --- mostly because that I was brought up in a very supportive yet sheltered environment where I was neither pressured into anything nor really given the chance or prompted to explore or consider anything --- so I find it difficult to put into words what I feel I am (or put a name to it)
This should make it easier (or rather help explain how hard it is) to define my sexuality.
So I definitely like guys. Like... yeah, no question there, in a romantic way at least, I like guys (I should say, I've never actually done the deed, and I've been kissed once in my life (please don't laugh, I know its sad; but I was given ugly genes and I'm proud!). But I also believe I might like girls. Andd I don't consider gender (except under a social aspect due to the generally unsupportive environment that high school is) when I look at people; like the parts themselves don't at all come into equation --- I don't like them, but having one or the other won't phase me. So I essentially consider myself to be Pansexual. The only thing I'm unsure about is in regards to whether I'd fall under a slight greysexual umbrella due to the lack of physical/sexual attraction and more emotional one. I mean I always considered myself to be allosexual, but I just learnt of greysexual and am unsure as to whether I might be very minorly that.
So yeah... any help with sexuality and/or gender woes would be greatly appreciated bros xD
I am 85% unsure about my sexuality. I am AFAB, and there's a chance I could just be a 'tom boyish' girl.
However, at the moment, I identify as Feminine Neutrois. I'm not really sure if anyone'll know what that is; everyone could know, or no one could, so I'm just gonna explain it as best I can.
Essentially, a Neutrois is very similar to Agender, and could be considered to be genderless; the exact definition is entirely up to who is using it --- I consider it to mean genderless or not identifying as either male or female.
I consider myself to be a Feminine Neutrois.
I'm not entirely sure whether I am, or if I even have the definition right, but to me it means that I am, as it says, a feminine genderless person. So I was born a girl (hence not trans-feminine neutrois), and I have those parts; but to me they do not signify my femininity. I see them to be parts that I happen to have, rather than parts that mean I am a girl. Most days I will consider myself to be entirely genderless and others I will identify as a girl; but for the most part I don't even think of myself gender wise, I just consider myself a human, rather than female or male or anything else.
Simply put, I feel most comfortable living in a kind of agender way, however in some occasions and some aspects I feel feminine; most would consider me to be in an 'agender to female' spectrum, probably erring on the side of female.
I know this is a very bad description and I'm sorry it doesn't make any sense, I've simply not really bothered identify with (or without) a gender for most of my life --- mostly because that I was brought up in a very supportive yet sheltered environment where I was neither pressured into anything nor really given the chance or prompted to explore or consider anything --- so I find it difficult to put into words what I feel I am (or put a name to it)
This should make it easier (or rather help explain how hard it is) to define my sexuality.
So I definitely like guys. Like... yeah, no question there, in a romantic way at least, I like guys (I should say, I've never actually done the deed, and I've been kissed once in my life (please don't laugh, I know its sad; but I was given ugly genes and I'm proud!). But I also believe I might like girls. Andd I don't consider gender (except under a social aspect due to the generally unsupportive environment that high school is) when I look at people; like the parts themselves don't at all come into equation --- I don't like them, but having one or the other won't phase me. So I essentially consider myself to be Pansexual. The only thing I'm unsure about is in regards to whether I'd fall under a slight greysexual umbrella due to the lack of physical/sexual attraction and more emotional one. I mean I always considered myself to be allosexual, but I just learnt of greysexual and am unsure as to whether I might be very minorly that.
So yeah... any help with sexuality and/or gender woes would be greatly appreciated bros xD