angiexoxo
October 16th, 2015, 11:25 PM
okay so basically in school i change for P.E. in a locker next to a girl whose name im going to change faith told me one of her friends liked me and i got really excited thinking it was a boy.I of course got really excited :D and then i asked her how cute he was (hey im a teen girl don't judge)and she said "well shes not bad" and all the sudden i was like well oh my god now you have to give me hints and i was like who who and then she said well she loves horses and i automatically knew who it was because,i had talked to her a few times i said Kathy and she just sort of nodded and i just went back to what i was doing.As i was doing my work i could not stop smiling i was so happy at the thought somebody had a crush on me:P. so after that faith told me to hang out with Kathy so i did and we talked about horses and anyways yeah we hung out more.Then one day i was eating lunch at my table doing my homework that i hadn't done and then faith comes running up to me saying angie Kathy needs to talk to you:D:D:D. i was just like what???? :what:: then i told her, can i wait till later im kind of busy doing homework right now? she was like just come and i said im doing homework:confused::confused::confused: and she says kathys going to ask you out and i said omg and i got up and left and she started stalling she finally asked me out with a whole lot of stutter and i said yes.After thst e started dating you know holding hands,hugging, i even went on my first date with her.The thing i felt nothing i don't feel nothing for her then not now either the reason i was so happy when i found out she was crushing on me was because i was questioning my sexuality and thought if she asked me out i could get some answers but really im just more confused.I feel so bad because i don't like her but you can see from a mile away she likes me.Alot of you might comment well then duh your straight but okay:i fell in love like not even kidding in love wit this one actor rammy melk when i saw him it was like a world opened up i obsessed over him i felt butterflies in my stomache when i saw him in tv (again don't judge teen girl here) i couldn't get enough of him he was like he was air to me (cheesy ikr) but then i saw this one actress and oh my god i swear it was like my world jus tlit up i saw her and it was like my vision cleared , i knew the secret to life, i could solve all the worlds problems the same feeling i felt for the actor but its like right now i have a crush on a guy in my class and i feel guilty because i have agirlfriend i just like as a friend .My best friend is going throught the same with her relationship shes straight and only sees her bf as a friend .I really don't know what i a am i bi and im just not attracted to my girlfriend or is that i don't like my girlfriend because im straight.Im sorry that its so long but okay that's it for now bye please