Yesterday I was thinking suicide, today...

[xXoblivionXx]

Yesterday I was feeling rather suicidal. Today I feel hope. I hate how much things fluctaute. I'm going to therapy, Im taking my meds, I'm doing what I have to do. But when I get low, it gets really dark and the suicide thoughts come back, the self hate, the lack of hope it all comes rushing back.

[Vermilion]

I know the feeling to well

[Abhorrence]

I understand how you are. I've felt the exact same today. I've been feeling insufferably angry and upset and nothing can console me other than pain. I need to be in control of something and since I can't control my thoughts or emotions then I decipher that I can at least control my actions.

[Melodic]

I completely understand. Especially because I have so much negativity in my life, it's pretty hard to keep myself from sinking back into depression.

[Jkat547]

Hi, my name is Rebekkah. I go through this some days so I know how you feel. I just try to think of one reason to stay here. That reason is mainly my dogs, but it could be anything. If you need anything, message me. I followed you on tumblr btw. My username is also Jkat547 on tumblr. You can even message me on there if needed.

[EmilySmith]

Do you have Skype?

[soccerismylife]

I been.. I went from crying and hurting(emotionally) to being a little more better. Day by day I get better