BaccaPME
October 5th, 2015, 03:45 PM
Things in my life have been leading up to this for a long time. But before we get into that lets have a little backstory, I have always been quite overweight and have been bullied because of this for years. Being in the 8th grade, 14 years old and 250 pounds is not easy. But for the past few years everything with that has just kind of stopped... I guessed people had just gotten past it. But recently everyone I know and everyone who goes to my school has commented on my weight. Up until today when this girl who I thought was my friend yelled across the classroom with 30+ kids in it that I was fat, and the teacher did absolutely nothing, pretended it didn't happen. So that was already quite bad but earlier today my "friend" (I will be using this quite a bit btw, all diff friends) told me to kill myself, many people have done this in the past so I usually respond by giving them the finger and moving on with life. But for some reason hers really fucked with me, it made me feel like shit for the rest of the day, and while I was feeling like shit from the fat comments and the command to cause my own death, it happened again, twice. So far into today I have been called fat across the room and been told to kill myself by a "friend" and two people I kind of knew. But to add to all of that when I was texting my girlfriend, just started dating last week, that my "friend" walked up to her, knowing it was my girlfriend, and said to her "Hey, you wanna hear a joke? Preston...." (My name is Preston btw) and he just walked away. So this is the way my day went for me... How was yours?