Texas warrior
January 31st, 2014, 01:14 AM
I have not posted in a while so I thought I should post about some of the shit that I have been going thought. It started about a month ago when we decided to move, second time in two years. Then a few a days I got into a fight with my parents, so I went to a family members place. I got a little board so I went to a "friends" house. They had Acid I had tell 8, so I figured why not try it? I took 3 tabs at 1:30 and had I good time. But then once night came around things turned to shit. The last lucid memory I have was them offering me some Coke, I know I turned down the first offer but after that you guess is as good as mine. I have a descant handful of memory after that but I can't tell what was real and what was the LSD. Form what I can tell the story go's a little something like this. I got tried to fight one of my "friends", got naked in a corner and pissed on the carpet, then the cops got called and I ended up out of the apartment in to the woods behind the apartment and got naked again, I think the details are fuzziest at this point. I do not even really remember leaving. Next I sat down and tripped balls for god knows how long, it could have been minuets or hours. I was seeing lights in the sky and hearing helicopters. I thought some of the stuff in my backpack around the woods poured out my bottle of whisky to summon Satan, or ward him of I do not remember, poured out my antidepressants. Luckily I when I came back to realty I picked up the hand full I could find. I then recovered what I could discovering I was missing I shoe. So I went back and tried to see if they had some of my stuff, No answer. They were still there thowe. So I had to walk back to the house in my socks in the cold. It is unlikely I took all my stuff with me when I left, but when I came back in the morning they said that I did, he has bragged to me on several occasions about stealing, so I do not know what to think... I lost my phone my lucky Zippo and my glasses, I checked the woods after talking to them to no real avail. Now my "friends" are not talking to me any more. No skin off my nose they are a bunch of delinquents that kicked me out for the wolfs instead of helping me trough a bad trip, I blame my self more than them but still they are not the kind of people I want to be around. So I lied to my parents and said that they stoll my stuff and now they want to file a police report and I do not know what fuck I am going to do. I guess the reason I am posting this is to confess to my self more than to look for advice, but any is welcome at this point.