Kurt001
January 28th, 2014, 11:58 AM
I read the rules
I'm 15 I use to play soccer in school but I didn't consider myself a jock maybe I don't know. I got to know Larry he's a kid in Gym class an ex-girlfriend introduce me because he sells ripped off CD's and packs of cigarettes. I was hanging a lot over at his house and I introduced him to my parents back when the school year started. A week before Halloween Larry took me over to a more adult party and that's when I met Jack there he's 52 and was really cool.
I went out back in the alleyway from the house party and snorted heroin with him, Larry and a few guys that go to the local University, I don't remember their names. I liked it and Jack offered me to come over to his house on the weekends if I wanted more. My ex-girlfriends friend Amy said I shouldn't do that type of drugs. 2 weeks later a brought a few friends of mine from soccer over to Jacks and I told jack we didn't want to do that but if he had some cigarettes Jack gave use some oxycodone he crushed to snort and a few steel reserves.
I got high and it was weird. I puked all over his backyard Jack got mad and told us to leave. I bumped into Jack 2 weeks later at the pharmacy he was getting a script of pills Jack apologies about getting angry and offered me a bunch of pills. Larry and I snorted some of them up at Larry's house over that weekend and Larry sold them to some kids a few grades less than what we were in. I spent the money on a porn mag and a few packs of cigarettes.
Larry and another friend and I went over to Jacks. Jack said it was pretty cool that we made some money off those pills he gave me and offered us some more to sell for him when he gets a girls script he knows in a few days. Larry couldn't come over with me to Jack's house that Thursday so I went alone. Jack gave me half a bottle of pills to sell and we did some heroin together, he gave me a transgender magazines before I left. I hid the mag really good in my bedroom so my parents wouldn't find out. I showed it to Larry but he got grossed out.
For a few weeks Every time I went over to Jacks to get pills or do some dope we would watch shemale porn together. I thought the girls were really pretty and slutty I never really watched much porn before but I didn't like looking at many of the girls dicks it was kind of gross to me but Jack said I'd like it if I kept watching it. I kind of did but I don't know if I am gay? Is it gay to like watching shemales but not be into their junk I mean sometimes when I am really hot I'll look down at their junk but most times I just like looking at their face or boobs.
Jack later introduced me to one of his friends that he got to know in prison. Kim is a little younger than Jack I think he's like 40 Jack said he was in for 15 years after raping and killing a girl. I was a little scared of Kim but after some vodka Kim seem kind of cool he was into a lot of stuff I was into at the time. We all got stone on weed this was my first time smoking weed it was weird. We were all in the dark Kim and Jack was on the love seat and I was on Jack's couch Kim really wanted to watch a snuff film I didn't know what that was but I was like pretty high by this time and was ok about it.
A few times later at Jacks house when Kim was there I would dress up like a girl and parade around Jacks living room. I kind of liked the attention Jack said I had a sweet ass. I went with Kim a couple weeks later He was showing me all types of ways to scam people we went over to a weird party where people were naked and having strange sex with groups Kim said I could just watch if I'd like. I wanted to leave but the place was way out into the country. I got to know all kinds of weird people there like Sam a girl that goes to the University near by.
She came up to me and offered to have sex with me I got freaked out she had a shaved head and dog collar on her. I declined but she was really cool about it. She wanted to get to know me so Sam offered me a lift back into town because Kim totally split on me at that party.
After hanging out with Sam for the last few weeks she told me she worships a Deity I didn't know what that was but was cool about it. She was into vampire stuff like drinking blood and consuming the human soul, Sam still wanted to have sex with me even though I told her I was 15. I told her I was a virgin too and wouldn't be as good as some of the guys I saw her with during those parties we went too. Sam said Jacks a pervert Pedo and I shouldn't hang out with him after I told her I whacked off in front of him one time so I could use his car around town.
Sam said shes in a coven and wanted me to meet the rest of her friends over some spice and quaaludes because they wanted to know me. I don't know if i want to meet these people. I think something wrong with me lately like I don't hang out with my friends at school, I'm not into kids stuff anymore I feel like I've grown older and I can't relate to any of my classmates. I've been having strange fantasies in class about the other girls.
Like what I see in Kim's films sometimes they smile back during lunch when I'm looking and having those thoughts is that what they want? Am I gay, if not why do I dress up like a girl sometimes when I'm over at my friends Jacks? Am I going to hell for wanting to have sex with Sam? I'm disoriented really confused
I'm 15 I use to play soccer in school but I didn't consider myself a jock maybe I don't know. I got to know Larry he's a kid in Gym class an ex-girlfriend introduce me because he sells ripped off CD's and packs of cigarettes. I was hanging a lot over at his house and I introduced him to my parents back when the school year started. A week before Halloween Larry took me over to a more adult party and that's when I met Jack there he's 52 and was really cool.
I went out back in the alleyway from the house party and snorted heroin with him, Larry and a few guys that go to the local University, I don't remember their names. I liked it and Jack offered me to come over to his house on the weekends if I wanted more. My ex-girlfriends friend Amy said I shouldn't do that type of drugs. 2 weeks later a brought a few friends of mine from soccer over to Jacks and I told jack we didn't want to do that but if he had some cigarettes Jack gave use some oxycodone he crushed to snort and a few steel reserves.
I got high and it was weird. I puked all over his backyard Jack got mad and told us to leave. I bumped into Jack 2 weeks later at the pharmacy he was getting a script of pills Jack apologies about getting angry and offered me a bunch of pills. Larry and I snorted some of them up at Larry's house over that weekend and Larry sold them to some kids a few grades less than what we were in. I spent the money on a porn mag and a few packs of cigarettes.
Larry and another friend and I went over to Jacks. Jack said it was pretty cool that we made some money off those pills he gave me and offered us some more to sell for him when he gets a girls script he knows in a few days. Larry couldn't come over with me to Jack's house that Thursday so I went alone. Jack gave me half a bottle of pills to sell and we did some heroin together, he gave me a transgender magazines before I left. I hid the mag really good in my bedroom so my parents wouldn't find out. I showed it to Larry but he got grossed out.
For a few weeks Every time I went over to Jacks to get pills or do some dope we would watch shemale porn together. I thought the girls were really pretty and slutty I never really watched much porn before but I didn't like looking at many of the girls dicks it was kind of gross to me but Jack said I'd like it if I kept watching it. I kind of did but I don't know if I am gay? Is it gay to like watching shemales but not be into their junk I mean sometimes when I am really hot I'll look down at their junk but most times I just like looking at their face or boobs.
Jack later introduced me to one of his friends that he got to know in prison. Kim is a little younger than Jack I think he's like 40 Jack said he was in for 15 years after raping and killing a girl. I was a little scared of Kim but after some vodka Kim seem kind of cool he was into a lot of stuff I was into at the time. We all got stone on weed this was my first time smoking weed it was weird. We were all in the dark Kim and Jack was on the love seat and I was on Jack's couch Kim really wanted to watch a snuff film I didn't know what that was but I was like pretty high by this time and was ok about it.
A few times later at Jacks house when Kim was there I would dress up like a girl and parade around Jacks living room. I kind of liked the attention Jack said I had a sweet ass. I went with Kim a couple weeks later He was showing me all types of ways to scam people we went over to a weird party where people were naked and having strange sex with groups Kim said I could just watch if I'd like. I wanted to leave but the place was way out into the country. I got to know all kinds of weird people there like Sam a girl that goes to the University near by.
She came up to me and offered to have sex with me I got freaked out she had a shaved head and dog collar on her. I declined but she was really cool about it. She wanted to get to know me so Sam offered me a lift back into town because Kim totally split on me at that party.
After hanging out with Sam for the last few weeks she told me she worships a Deity I didn't know what that was but was cool about it. She was into vampire stuff like drinking blood and consuming the human soul, Sam still wanted to have sex with me even though I told her I was 15. I told her I was a virgin too and wouldn't be as good as some of the guys I saw her with during those parties we went too. Sam said Jacks a pervert Pedo and I shouldn't hang out with him after I told her I whacked off in front of him one time so I could use his car around town.
Sam said shes in a coven and wanted me to meet the rest of her friends over some spice and quaaludes because they wanted to know me. I don't know if i want to meet these people. I think something wrong with me lately like I don't hang out with my friends at school, I'm not into kids stuff anymore I feel like I've grown older and I can't relate to any of my classmates. I've been having strange fantasies in class about the other girls.
Like what I see in Kim's films sometimes they smile back during lunch when I'm looking and having those thoughts is that what they want? Am I gay, if not why do I dress up like a girl sometimes when I'm over at my friends Jacks? Am I going to hell for wanting to have sex with Sam? I'm disoriented really confused