I am Hiding.

[Atonement]

I am hiding. I am sick and tired of my parents argue and fight about everything. I hear them on the phone. They divorced when I was one. There is no way for me to avoid it. I go anywhere near my mom and all I here is her talking about him harshly to some friend on the phone. But, when I go and try to hide in my room, I just start freaking out and want to cut. They argue over everything from child support to a wedding, to my nephew out of wedlock, to hell konws what else. It is so funny that my mom keeps telling my dad to leave the children out of it. The other thing is, that they were civil and nice to eachother while my brothers were at home. But now that they are gone and I am the only one at home, I still don't want to hear it! I love my dad and I love my mom, but I dont know what to do. I just feel like I can't escape this constant torture. I try to distract myself, I try to hide, and I try to let of steam and chill, but nothing is working. I don't know where else to turn. What do I do?

[Fiending_the_freedom]

have you talked to them about this.
becuase its prefectly fine to be feeling liek this when there putting you in this situation.
just tell them that you understand that they dont get along with eachtoehr but pelase be civil for their childrens sake because its really effecting you!

[Atonement]

I talked to my mom about it briefly, she just spoke quieter and stays away from me. But I still hear it and still am affected by it.

Oh, and I also found out today that my step dad has an irregular heart beat again for the third time. Great fun my life is...