blarg2011
January 24th, 2014, 09:28 PM
Hi guys, i was going to wait until i know you better... but i just can't keep this insede of me... this is going to be long, so if you are gonna post something, please read carefully...
I'm 17, I'm bi, and i got a "problem" depending on how u look at it... I like younger boys... I don't only like them, I LOVE them... their beauty, inocence, shyness... everything.
Don't know why it happened... when i was like 10 or 11, i started to like boys and i thought "ok, it's normal". i thought that when i grew up, my taste will grow with me.. but it didn't... i got older but my taste for boys was the same.
I always wanted a little brother, someone to teach, someone to guide, someone to share with... but life didn't give me one, so i guess i'm looking for that kind of relationship...
Now here's the main problem... i'm gonna be 18 soon and my love will be ilegal... it makes me crazy, what i feel is something soooo strong that the only idea that it will be ilegal just kills me...
Now i don't want to be missunderstood... i've been reading about pedophiles and boylovers, and i find myself on the second category, i love every moment i get to spend with a boy... playing, talking... some of my younger friends feel so confortable with me that they cuddle when falling asleep on a coach, on a car seat or what ever... and i don't feel sexualy exited at all!!!
I've been reading some boylover forums... but all i find is guys over 30yo and i don't fit in that group... then i found this forum and i was hoping to fit here...
Something that i want to make clear is that i don't want ANYTHING sexual with ANYONE!!!!! no webcam chat, no pics trade NOTHING!!!! i'm not going to ask anyone for it unless he feels ok with it. i just want to find a "little brother" to give him all the love i can't give in real life...
well... i tried to find the best word to describe my feelings but its too hard.. i hope you understand me and i want to read your opinions about this... and most importan what the younger ones thinks...
and if most people here feels unconfortable with me being around here, i'll just leave.. i don't want to worry anybody...
well, thanks for reading, i feel better for telling this to someone, even if it's through a computer... hoping to get your responses, bye!!!
I'm 17, I'm bi, and i got a "problem" depending on how u look at it... I like younger boys... I don't only like them, I LOVE them... their beauty, inocence, shyness... everything.
Don't know why it happened... when i was like 10 or 11, i started to like boys and i thought "ok, it's normal". i thought that when i grew up, my taste will grow with me.. but it didn't... i got older but my taste for boys was the same.
I always wanted a little brother, someone to teach, someone to guide, someone to share with... but life didn't give me one, so i guess i'm looking for that kind of relationship...
Now here's the main problem... i'm gonna be 18 soon and my love will be ilegal... it makes me crazy, what i feel is something soooo strong that the only idea that it will be ilegal just kills me...
Now i don't want to be missunderstood... i've been reading about pedophiles and boylovers, and i find myself on the second category, i love every moment i get to spend with a boy... playing, talking... some of my younger friends feel so confortable with me that they cuddle when falling asleep on a coach, on a car seat or what ever... and i don't feel sexualy exited at all!!!
I've been reading some boylover forums... but all i find is guys over 30yo and i don't fit in that group... then i found this forum and i was hoping to fit here...
Something that i want to make clear is that i don't want ANYTHING sexual with ANYONE!!!!! no webcam chat, no pics trade NOTHING!!!! i'm not going to ask anyone for it unless he feels ok with it. i just want to find a "little brother" to give him all the love i can't give in real life...
well... i tried to find the best word to describe my feelings but its too hard.. i hope you understand me and i want to read your opinions about this... and most importan what the younger ones thinks...
and if most people here feels unconfortable with me being around here, i'll just leave.. i don't want to worry anybody...
well, thanks for reading, i feel better for telling this to someone, even if it's through a computer... hoping to get your responses, bye!!!