just relized somthing need advice

[thatgothgirluknow]

So I'm a cutter and really there's allot of reasons I do it but everyone kept saying that I needed to love myself and I thought I did I thought I grew out of those bad thoughts when I was younger I was extremely suicidal but no one knows about that but I really thought that i ended that part of my life but I just realized that i never really did I just put them to the back of my mind and their still there and when I'm upset they come back and I resources don't know how to fix that is it bad to have suicidal thoughts every once in a while if u never plan on going through with them just every once in a while I think nobody would care if I was gone or even think about what I would write as a suicide note is this bad and does anyone have any advice

[blarg2011]

when i'm depressed... i just call to a friend to meet each other, go someplace, drink something, anything that keeps me busy... i have very good friends and they always take a smile out of me...
it always helps talking to some1... i think having a friend that u can tell anything is a must... and if it's not on real life.. a "virtual" friend is a lot of help too, sometimes bigger than a real one...
and nobody cares if u are gone? that's crap... remember, ur life is not only yours... it belongs to everyone that loves u... friends, family...

[sqishy]

I agree
*hugs*

[SwegMachine]

The exact same thing for me.
•••••••••••••••
When you feel my heat,
Look into my eyes,
It's where my demons hide,
Its where my demons hide.
Don't get too close,
It's dark inside,
It's where my demons hide,
Its where my demons hide!

[Katiya]

I care! I want you to be happy even if your on the other side of a screen! Everyone's important! :)

[ausley]

I can relate completely, I get down in the dumps often and tend to have those suicidal thoughts too but the thing you have to remind yourself that you are worth it. you have your whole life ahead of you and it would be a downer to everyone if you were gone. I believe the statistics is every 11 second some adolescent attempts suicide. Please don't be the one to add onto that statistic. were teenagers so its natural to feel bad but the thing you have to do is fight those bad feelings and see the good side even if its only little things it will help. trust me. If you need to talk im always up for a chat :)