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[Katiya]

I'm sorry your dealing with this. It does get better. Finding something you love helps. Aim for what you want and dream about what you want and shoot for it. Your 14 so I vcan'tsay this will be over any time super soon. Buy for me it was growing up and having choices and rights. Now nothing can stop me . I can go where and do what I want with my life and perdue all my dreams despite what anyone says about them.

So stay in the game! Play the cards your delt until your out of there. Don't think you Have to go to college. You can just get a job right away if you like. I'm pecking away at college to appease my parents but my hearts not in it and I find the subject matter remedial and borrring. I have no trouble acing the material. I have trouble showing up because I feel the pull of the life I really want to live. Not spend it setting and earning a degree in something I never want to do for a living. So I have recently decided to finish out what I have and pursue my actual dreams and the life I would like.

What I really want to do does not require college so its a bit if a waste to go if I get no satisfaction from it.