SilentCutter
January 21st, 2014, 03:22 PM
I don't know what to do anymore. I'm depressed even more now, and most of the time I don't know what for. I started cutting again...I'm so tired of being depressed and I want help. I wanted to tell my parents, but when I finally found the courage to do so, all they told me was to do things that make me feel good. I have tried that for six years, it doesn't help.
I know I'm not the only one who has tried those quizzes they have online. Well I did the ones for mental illness. I know more than anyone else that they're not to diagnose anyone. I did it out of boredom and curiosity. It's one thing when one or two tests say that you have an illness. It's another when every single test says you have some illness. Every test I've taken says I either have depression or schizophrenia. That's depressing, at least to me it is.
I want help really bad, but my courage kinda died out when my parents didn't take me very seriously..Now I'm cutting even more, and started smoking.
I know I'm not the only one who has tried those quizzes they have online. Well I did the ones for mental illness. I know more than anyone else that they're not to diagnose anyone. I did it out of boredom and curiosity. It's one thing when one or two tests say that you have an illness. It's another when every single test says you have some illness. Every test I've taken says I either have depression or schizophrenia. That's depressing, at least to me it is.
I want help really bad, but my courage kinda died out when my parents didn't take me very seriously..Now I'm cutting even more, and started smoking.