I need help

[XENON]

Hi, I'm pretty much new here :D

With the help of two awesome friends, I'm more than a month clean of self harm, I'm desperately trying to forget it all and just move on with a more mature, stable and positive mind.
Of course, this whole experience has opened my eyes to a lot of things that I didn't really think about before, it was quite an interesting experience but it was a painful and damaging one for sure, I'll never forget that.

Even though a month doesn't really ensure that I'm done with it, but I think enough is enough, I really don't wanna go back, I DON'T !
And if I do, I'm gonna do my best to stop as soon as possible, it doesn't really solve anything, it's more of a temporary procedure to hide from facing your real problems.

The problem is; I'm feeling this terrible bitter emptiness, like I can't just leave it, like it has become a part of my soul, a part of who I am, moving on is leaving a huge void in me, like I'm no one without it.
Help! anyone..

[thehelper96]

Hi there are many ways to cope with self harm, find a hobby is the best thing something to take your mind off of it, but please don't go back, LET ME KNOW IF YOU WANT TO TALK

[xAtrion]

It gets better :D. I haven't cut in over a year now although sometimes I do think about doing it.. The best way to stop is trot democracy the negative influences in your life for example.. I got different friends because the ones I had treated me like shit.. If high school is an issue talk to your parents about doing Independeng Study.. You go once a week, take your tests, talk to the teacher, get your homework thence home. It takes a lot of the stress out of high school but you have to be able to do the work on your own. Try to be happy

[XENON]

I learned to deal with the urges, or at least I think so.
I also learned how to deal with stress and douche bags, school is not that much of an issue anymore.
My problem lies in the feeling of loss, like I'm losing myself in the process of moving on, my problem seems residing in self harm itself, not the reasons that made me do it, anyone experienced this before? It's really frustrating..