I guess it's time I made one of these

[Dark Unicorn]

So here's the thing people: I'm so depressed.I have BPD and what that means is I feel emotions very instensely be they good or bad(amongst other things).I don't know what to do with myself anymore.I don't understand what I'm doing wrong.I also have epilepsy and bipolar disorder.So anyway,I have been trying really hard to "cure" myself.I read every self-help book since I was 14.I tried every remedy I have access to.People it's been 4 years!I'm starting to think there's no hope for me.The worst part is unlike most of you,my life hasn't been full of abuse and neglect.I live a "normal" teenage life.I have "friends".People like me,I think.I have a good family even though my dad is an obnoxious alcoholic who moved out and has kids with 3 women.I don't know why I'm like this.I just know that most of the problems I have now have stemmed from my illnesses.I don't even know what's real anymore.Am I even "sick".My family don't believe me.No one understands.I feel so bad and, the people I've reached out to think I'm a joke.You guys I'm sorry if I upset some of you that have real problems with my post but I don't know how I can continue living like this.Please don't tell me about the light at the end of the tunnel or scold me for being a pessimist.You have to know that I have tried probably literally hundreds of times over the past 4 years.I'm not killing myself because that has never worked for me anyway.Anyway,whatevz I guess.Sorry guys.

[The Trendy Wolf]

There is no need to cure yourself of the way that you were born. That is who you are, and fighting it is a battle that simply cannot be won.

I may not feel the same deep, tormenting, subconscious reminder of my own mental illnesses and the troubles that they've caused me, but what I can do is sympathize for the intense pain that you feel.

I've felt that emotional distress, and I can only imagine how confused you really are, but what I do wish to tell you is that you are a good person. You are depressed, but the fact that you care so deeply about being the right person shows that you were born good, and you will remain good deep down, and nobody may tell you otherwise. :D

[Dark Unicorn]

There is no need to cure yourself of the way that you were born. That is who you are, and fighting it is a battle that simply cannot be won.

I may not feel the same deep, tormenting, subconscious reminder of my own mental illnesses and the troubles that they've caused me, but what I can do is sympathize for the intense pain that you feel.

I've felt that emotional distress, and I can only imagine how confused you really are, but what I do wish to tell you is that you are a good person. You are depressed, but the fact that you care so deeply about being the right person shows that you were born good, and you will remain good deep down, and nobody may tell you otherwise. :D

Thank you so much Grant.I had no idea before I read this but that's exactly what I needed to hear.Thanks so much.

[The Trendy Wolf]

Thank you so much Grant.I had no idea before I read this but that's exactly what I needed to hear.Thanks so much.

No problem! If you wish to talk or chat about anything else, please don't hesitate to message me. :D