:/

[Etcetera]

I'm so upset and I'm to the point I can't stop crying and I just want to die and I don't even know what feeling or emotion I have right now. It's just pain. I cut today after being clean for 33 days.

[etfboy]

No dont cut lets talk this over :|. whats the problem? I know how you feel but cutting is never the answer.

[Etcetera]

It's a lot at once.

It's the end of the semester and my teachers are cramming us for the exams. I have learning disabilities so school is hard enough as it is. So lots of pressure.

My health is like downhill right now.

My boyfriend lives in another state and there's a girl who likes him and on monday I told her that we were together because she didn't know yet, and I felt like she deserved to know. So she exploded in my face saying I "stole her future", and then all her friends started coming at me too.

Then my boyfriend said something yesterday that hurt me and there's just so much going on. I was already hurting as it was, before all this crap.

I'm at my breaking point. I was pretty close to suicide last night.

[Synyster Shadows]

Hey, keep your head up. I know it's hard, but cutting isn't the answer. You can make it. You can always send me a message if you want. I really hope things get better for you.

[Etcetera]

i cant message people yet.