I feel like cutting.

[Shaundi]

Recently, i wanted to go together with a girl (Be-friend her), i complimented her, to be honest, i liked her, i remember everything from her, every detail, her beautiful blue eyes, slim, tall figure, her blonde hair. After a while, i saw her insulting me, calling me ugly, calling me a nerd, a loser. The only reason i kept on going was for her, right now, i feel very bad, i don't have anyone to live for, you know, i'm not such a douche bag. I feel like i can only express my feelings when chatting to a girl, because, when i love someone, i actually care for them.

[AlexOnToast]

All I can say is that cutting NEVER really helps. I can understand how you feel, but I think you should talk to someone you trust about this and dont blame yourself. By the sounds of it, SHE is the one who has the problem, not you.

[Shaundi]

All I can say is that cutting NEVER really helps. I can understand how you feel, but I think you should talk to someone you trust about this and dont blame yourself. By the sounds of it, SHE is the one who has the problem, not you.

I feel like i have the problem in looks, you can check me out on Instagram (@sdkshaundi), and i'd really like a honest answer. I think i always look like a retard and a loser, all this time, i really want a girl i can talk to.

[ksdnfkfr]

You have to live for yourself first.
If you base your life on living for others you are just going to keep feeling
like dog meat. its you investing too much of yourself in others who are
douchebags that ends up leaving you feeling like one.

[AlexOnToast]

^ He's right you know .....

[fallingdown]

Never start this it's obsession that you will get attached to, I have done it since I was 10 and I still do it (now 13) so please do not do anything you will regret if you need to talk I will always be here if you need me. You need to steer clear of her she is not good news she will turn on you as fast as she can and its not fun I've had a friend that made me feel terrible, you might love her but she doesn't feel the same sorry love but you need to forget her.

[James839]

shaundi, you know mate, I have felt the same about girls when i was your age. The feeling of ture love, how you feel that you can mean the world to that person if they only gave you that chance you want. The experience has taught me that there are many girls out there, accept that she is a bitch that is tryng to suck your soul out but it only happens if you let her. Forget her mate. Read my words, forget her and move on. There is no need to harm yourself about what other people say, heck if i did, then i may have even more scars than the joker . Cheer up mate, find your happy place and just sit there. Find something that makes you laugh, it helps. best of luck mate

[Cjk_20]

Wow. That is mean. Mean people are only mean to bring people higher then them down. Don't listen to her. She's the real one.

[XENON]

Personally, I think such people are just not worth it, don't hurt yourself over such people, they don't deserve it, you don't deserve it...