setsuna
January 12th, 2014, 09:55 PM
He said that I go through moments in which I'm a good friend. You know, I share my interests with other people and whatnot. THEN, I go through moments in which I'm the "biggest asshole in the world".
He basically told me next that he doesn't care about anything I say, because I'm me. He said that my hatred of the world will do nothing good for me.
I told him that everyone started hating ME first, and that I have the complete right to hate this world.
Before our conversation ended, I told him this: "When you go through what I go through, that is a crappy relationship with your brother that does nothing to repair your self esteem, OCD, thinking you're a child molester and actively seeking punishment for it, and years of suicidal tendencies, don't expect to come out of it sane."
He asked me "Do you think I care? Do you think anyone cares?" He told me that what I'm thinking will be my downfall.
They just don't get it.
He basically told me next that he doesn't care about anything I say, because I'm me. He said that my hatred of the world will do nothing good for me.
I told him that everyone started hating ME first, and that I have the complete right to hate this world.
Before our conversation ended, I told him this: "When you go through what I go through, that is a crappy relationship with your brother that does nothing to repair your self esteem, OCD, thinking you're a child molester and actively seeking punishment for it, and years of suicidal tendencies, don't expect to come out of it sane."
He asked me "Do you think I care? Do you think anyone cares?" He told me that what I'm thinking will be my downfall.
They just don't get it.