I don't know how much longer i can go

[NotFightingForMe]

I really don't care if you read this entire thing but my life's a mess and i need a place to vent everything.Ever since my parents found out about my self-harm it feels like they forced me into recovery. I don't even feel like i'm doing it for myself. And the worst part is i don't know if i even want to recover. I'm always asked how are you feeling and i can't give an answer. After 4 years of feeling nothing i don't know how to answer and it's getting really frusturating. I really though for a while that this recovery thing was gonna be worth it and for a while it was but i'm just really frusturated and tired. it's taking more energy then i have yet nobody seems to notice. I feel like i'm in my own world and nobody bothers to bring me into theirs. I feel alone and so deep in a depression that i don't know if there is a reason to try and get out. I'm just really tired.

[King_of_Hearts]

Oh god... please, stay strong. Even if people don't act it, they do care about you. I know how you feel... Right now the path to recovery is sapping more out of me than I have. But please stay strong and alive for your parents and friends. If needed I am always around to talk to. I can certainly try and help you deal with your problems. Be it questions or even just needing to vent, I am always here for you :) I wish you strength and luck on your road to recovery. We are all here for you and we all want to help you.

[Katiya]

For me recovery just happened. The problems just went away as my life found a new path. Sometimes its just waiting it out and finding a newbpath. :)

[Katiya]

Talking can really help too. As well as music you can relate to

[Fanta_Lover44]

You're not the only one, I struggle with my emotions , most of the time I either feel completely empty or depressed, i'm here if you want someone to talk to, I know how you feel. My parents tried to get me to do a recovery when they accidently found out, they think im fine, i'll get asked how I am, I just lie time after time. I'm here if you want someone to talk to.