My Dad Won't accept it.

[NotFightingForMe]

I didn't really want my parents to find out about my self harm and just the thought of their reactions only made my self harm worse. But now that they know my dad can't accept the fact that i do burn, and i do cut, and i do starve. He's treating me like i'm not his daughter and he refuses to support me in anyway. Recently i relapsed and it was the worst i have had in 5 years all because i knew that my dad hated me. I can't figure out what to do. I just don't want to really recover anymore. I feel like it's more trouble than it's all worth.

[Katiya]

My dad was the same way. It's terrible. You have to find it within your self to stop. No one can make you stop. People you like can help. I've stopped completely on my own. I just did. So its not like there's no hope. For me it was getting out of my family situation. Most of my problems disapated when that was over.

Try and get a counselor to talk to your dad and explain that he's just making things worse. My dad called me a dark satanist emo freak, and fucking monster. Uggly goth. All very hurtful untrue things. Kicked me out of the house in the rain at 2am with only PJs and no shoes. Been there through that. I just start planning my future and rresearch things I like and places I will go.