i feel broken inside from hearing my mother say this over the phone.. :'(

[EncriptedTeenager]

my own mother.. i picked up the phone to try and call my girlfriend to only realise i pick up the phone and hear this: ( i love all my kids my boys and everything, but if i had the chance.. to just not have them i would never have had them in the first place if i knew that there was going to be so many problems with them)

"when really its only my second oldest brother that is causing the problems with drug related issues"

:cry:
why does my mother not love me.. i dont drink i dont smoke im not a troubled kid but yet she still wishes she never had me.. i feel broken inside.. someone help me..

[LouBerry]

She does love you. And she said that she loved you in the same sentence. You weren't meant to hear that call, and it's the same thing as when parents tell their kids no and the kid says something like, "I hate you" or "I wish I had different parents" or whatever. She didn't mean it.

[Romaana]

Shes probably stressed out about your brother. When things with him get better you'l see a difference in her.

[sixguy6]

Thats reallt sad but maybe she was just speaking and not thinking but dont feel bad

[Sanctum]

Yeah, don't sweat it mate we all have these situations sometimes.
Louberry and Romaana are definitely right

[ArtemisLianCrock]

My father has told me many times that he never wanted children, but he never means it.

[AlexOnToast]

I'm sure she didnt really mean it. Of course she loves you :)

[Were]

i think she did not mean it,maybe she was so angry at some thing maybe your brother did and she said it out of anger

[thelonelyassassin]

i think she did not mean it,maybe she was so angry at some thing maybe your brother did and she said it out of anger

I agree, it was probably something she just said as an 'in the moment' thing. She does love you, really (: She's probably just stressed. Don't worry about it too much. It hurts when parents say that, but they never mean it. She probably doesn't think what she said would hurt you.

[Living For Love]

My mother says a lot of times she regrets having children, right in front of me and my brother. It hurts, of course, but when she says that she's really angry and nervous about something, probably she didn't mean it. And the same with your mother as well. Don't think too much about it, really, she loves you like she's always loved.

[KoolKid96]

my own mother.. i picked up the phone to try and call my girlfriend to only realise i pick up the phone and hear this: ( i love all my kids my boys and everything, but if i had the chance.. to just not have them i would never have had them in the first place if i knew that there was going to be so many problems with them)

"when really its only my second oldest brother that is causing the problems with drug related issues"

:cry:
why does my mother not love me.. i dont drink i dont smoke im not a troubled kid but yet she still wishes she never had me.. i feel broken inside.. someone help me..

She must've have said it out of spite cuz if she didn't love u, would ah have bothered you and cared for u till where u are now? She probably is juz having a bad day and feeling stressed out and this she said that and didn't meant it. Juz pretend you didn't hear it bro and continue loving her like u did b4, and u'll see she really loves u too.

[DarknessUnicorn]

She might just be stressed out right now. I don't think she meant it, and she does love you. Don't take it too seriously, I've heard my dad say these kinds of things, and he always apologized and says he's glad he has me and my sissy :)

[NeuroTiger]

She blaming herself and not her children.
I guess she thinks she was not ready to become a mother seeing what your brother has become.
Certainly she still loves you.

[PinkFloyd]

She does love you. And she said that she loved you in the same sentence. You weren't meant to hear that call, and it's the same thing as when parents tell their kids no and the kid says something like, "I hate you" or "I wish I had different parents" or whatever. She didn't mean it.

Yeah, I must side with this. I have heard and actually told my parents straight up that I hated them. It was my emotions that got the best of me. I think it's the same with your mom.

[Carson99]

Don't listen to her phone calls...

I mean don't seriously consider the things she says to her friends, that's private and probably not so accurate. You live with her, you know how she feels, don't you?

No big deal. Some day you will be considering which route you want to take in life (or hopefully you will consider it before having kids). Enjoy what you have. And respect her as an adult and your dearest friend.

[Shailene]

I'm sure your mom does love you. She's not perfect like the rest of us, but find it in your heart to forgive her when she says dumb shit like that. I'm sure there are days you say things about your family you don't mean. Hope your brother gets the treatment he needs.

[Cjk_20]

I'm sure she loves you. I bet she just wasn't thinking. We all have those moments when our parents tell us we are grounded and we go into our room and yell and scream that we hate our parents and we wish that your parents have never met. However you don't mean that. You are just upset. Same thing here but with your mother. I bet she doesn't mean it at all. Just upset.