thatgothgirluknow
January 5th, 2014, 07:20 PM
I realty don't like to talk about feelings to other people in real life I just get flustered and embarrassed and while it may seem strange I often avoid people who I have talked to I told someone at my church about my cutting and now I am so nervous around her I completely stopped talking to her except saying hi and bye I refused to talk to my consalar and am really freaking out about telling her like I promised my friend I know that my friend wants to help but when we talked last time I just wanted to cut even more though she was trying to convince me not to everything she says no matter how positive just makes me feel like crap and I feel bad for avoiding her but how do I tell her that I don't know why every thing she says makes me want to cut