Sexuality

[Mike18S]

I have aspergers. My father was a complete jerk and hated me. Hated my little traits (rocking, hand flapping, making high pitch noises when I was excited or nervous). He was a drunk. He beat me for crying, yell at me if something was bothering me to "f*cking man up, p*say" hit me if the noises were bothering me from a florescent light. I hated him. One day he got in a car crash for drinking and died. I Dont really express my emotions. I am usually silent and think to myself, ignoring everyone else. I wasn't happy he died, but I wasn't sad. He died when I was 14. My mom lived with me, but would have to work so I was usually with a sitter. I got a job at 16 and moved out at 17. I couldn't take living with her anymore. She didn't love me, she tolorated me. I now live in a small apartment and am in my senior year of high school. Here is my reason for writing this. I am a male who hates women, and also men. I find no person attractive. But I have feelings for dogs. Now before anyone starts telling me how I am evil or something. I haven't done anything yet. I hate people and in fact the last time I had someone over if was my mom for thanksgiving. Other then that I stay away from people. When I moved into my apartment I got this saint Bernard named Gracie. She does sleep in my bed and is always there for me. I relate to her and love her. The only thing I have ever loved. I hate that I am attracted to my dog. I have tried anything and everything. I am not attracted in anyway to people. I have looked at furries but I just Dont feel it. I haven't done anything with Gracie except make out. I Dont know what to do. I love her so much but the reason I haven't done anything yet is because of what people would think. I have looked around and it is legal were I live to be a zoo. Gracie is not fixed and many times I have thought of having sex with her but I Dont want to be judged anymore then I am. Please help, I hate my life, and wouldn't end it but I sure hate myself. Is there some sort of counseling for this. There is no way I can change because I was born this was but I need some sort of help.

[Blood]

You're in high school, so you can always talk to your school counselor. You seem to already acknowledge this attraction so seeing the counselor can maybe help you on your way to acceptance.

I'm no expert in beastiality, but I know some stuff, and I know this for sure: an adult male human can hurt a female dog if he tries to have sex with her. So you need to be super careful if you're going to try anything. There's help sites and instructions for everything out there, so I'm sure there's some for this. Make sure to research everything you need to know about it.

[MortimerB]

I love dogs too, though I cannot of course relate to your somewhat special situation. I'm not religious but I would say that such a relationship is unnatural. From a scientific standpoint, two entirely different races having intercourse is not something that is in their genes.

I can't say I will cheer you on in your act but as mentioned by Blood, I will recommend you to - if you're going through with this - to do every possible bit of research possible! If not for your own sake, then for the dog's at least. I hope you have the best possible outcome of your situation.

[CRed]

Hey, um I really don't think there's anything wrong with you feeling that way however it is strange sounding when you talk about it. I've gotten like that a couple times with my dad's dog cuz it licks on me alot. But um I'm not telling you to try anything, but I found a site for like stuff like this, you've might have already heard about it. Just let me know if your interested.