I really need someone to talk to :(

[EmmaJane]

Recently I've been feeling really down and my depression has gotten to me. I was discharged from hospital on the 30th from overdosing and since then my mind has been full with bad thoughts. Last night I grabbed the nearest thing to me which was a compass and left a couple of grazes on the top of my legs. I can't stop thinking about it and I really want to do it again but this time I want to do it even deeper and just leave. I really don't think I deserve to be here anymore. Can someone help me? :(

[Castle of Glass]

hey emma, take a look at this thread (http://www.virtualteen.org/forums/showthread.php?t=190748). and there are people here to talk to like me :)

so whats up? you do deserve to be here, you won the gift of life. you should stay. think about everyone who would miss you :)

[AlexOnToast]

Hey message me if you feel blue :) Little Alex will try to help :)

[EmmaJane]

hey emma, take a look at this thread (http://www.virtualteen.org/forums/showthread.php?t=190748). and there are people here to talk to like me :)

so whats up? you do deserve to be here, you won the gift of life. you should stay. think about everyone who would miss you :)
My irl friends are leaving me one by one... I've lost 3 friends in one week. I've done nothing to them all three of them have called me 'attention seeking' 'emo' 'slut' 'weird' 'fat' 'ugly' and it really hurts me. Think about everyone who would miss me? that would be no one. My mum hates me because I'm bisexual I hardly talk to my dad and I don't get along with my brothers and sisters. The only think I have to stay for is my boyfriend. He's the only person that truly cares for me. :(

[Castle of Glass]

My irl friends are leaving me one by one... I've lost 3 friends in one week. I've done nothing to them all three of them have called me 'attention seeking' 'emo' 'slut' 'weird' 'fat' 'ugly' and it really hurts me. Think about everyone who would miss me? that would be no one. My mum hates me because I'm bisexual I hardly talk to my dad and I don't get along with my brothers and sisters. The only think I have to stay for is my boyfriend. He's the only person that truly cares for me. :(

i know how hard it is when friends leave. but ignore them. they are leaving you so they aren't worth your epicness. ignore their insults. i know how much insults hurt. but ignore them. though your mother does not see eye to eye with you because of your sexuality, she would miss you. thought she "hates you, she has a parental connection with you, and that is stronger than what you think. like though i hate my brother and my brother hates me, we are brothers so we will help each other if needed. and there is someone who would miss you, your boyfriend.

[EmmaJane]

i know how hard it is when friends leave. but ignore them. they are leaving you so they aren't worth your epicness. ignore their insults. i know how much insults hurt. but ignore them. though your mother does not see eye to eye with you because of your sexuality, she would miss you. thought she "hates you, she has a parental connection with you, and that is stronger than what you think. like though i hate my brother and my brother hates me, we are brothers so we will help each other if needed. and there is someone who would miss you, your boyfriend.
I can't ignore them! I hate myself so much because of them. I just can't do this anymore. I just can't. There's no hope anymore. :'(

[Castle of Glass]

I can't ignore them! I hate myself so much because of them. I just can't do this anymore. I just can't. There's no hope anymore. :'(

there is hope. there is always hope. find ways other outlets to take the hate out on. like a sport or video games or drawing or writing.

[thatgothgirluknow]

Trust me I know how u feel but there is someone who cares even if it doesn't seem like it I hope you feel better don't give up stay strong things will get better no matter how hard they seem I'm sorry about your freinds but if they left there not worth it their wrong lots of people cut there's nothing wrong with you your just going through a rough time if you need to talk msg plz cut it will only make things worse

[Katiya]

Been there felt that.

Your not alone. You do get over it some with time. Think of what you want for the future and aim for that in life. Or listen to inspirational music or emotional music that expresses your pain for you. That always helps me

[Dizzy]

Heya!
Uhh, you can always talk to me if you want too ^^ About serious and non-serious things. Oh and, I do self harm too so don't be ashamed or anything. Just saying d:

[Ashthefox]

I don't know you, but i can already tell that you are a great person and you do deserve to be here. Try to focus on what makes you happy!

[EmmaJane]

I don't know you, but i can already tell that you are a great person and you do deserve to be here. Try to focus on what makes you happy!
The only thing that makes me happy is my boyfriend but he's been really down recently and it's made me worse :'(

[Alone_here]

I know exactly what you're feeling and I would be glad to talk to you. If you feel like talking just go to my profile and VM me or send me and email, it's on my profile. :)

[EmmaJane]

I know exactly what you're feeling and I would be glad to talk to you. If you feel like talking just go to my profile and VM me or send me and email, it's on my profile. :)
Thank you I think I just want to be alone for now... but I'll be sure to message you when I'm up for a talk. :(

[jmx100]

My irl friends are leaving me one by one... I've lost 3 friends in one week. I've done nothing to them all three of them have called me 'attention seeking' 'emo' 'slut' 'weird' 'fat' 'ugly' and it really hurts me. Think about everyone who would miss me? that would be no one. My mum hates me because I'm bisexual I hardly talk to my dad and I don't get along with my brothers and sisters. The only think I have to stay for is my boyfriend. He's the only person that truly cares for me. :(

hay just wanted to say (you are pobes thinking who the hell are you) if u need someone to talk to just talk to me because I used to cut and other stuff because I just did not like my self and well a lot of people in my school where saying things about me and a lot of people left me and I know how it feels and iv had overdoses before with a lot of pills and meds (not drugs eg weed and all that) any way iv stop now and I know how its is im bi and iv told my mum and she just talks about it like I never get beaten up about it and I know how it feels to be called names like that and worst and I don't get on with my bro because he just keeps saying stuff about me at school and he just makes it worst for me at home and I get called an emo at school and a slut at school and I know how it feels any ways if u want to talk pm me or something but if u do I don't blame u and sorry if I came across like an ass so hope u r ok and see yer

[EmmaJane]

hay just wanted to say (you are pobes thinking who the hell are you) if u need someone to talk to just talk to me because I used to cut and other stuff because I just did not like my self and well a lot of people in my school where saying things about me and a lot of people left me and I know how it feels and iv had overdoses before with a lot of pills and meds (not drugs eg weed and all that) any way iv stop now and I know how its is im bi and iv told my mum and she just talks about it like I never get beaten up about it and I know how it feels to be called names like that and worst and I don't get on with my bro because he just keeps saying stuff about me at school and he just makes it worst for me at home and I get called an emo at school and a slut at school and I know how it feels any ways if u want to talk pm me or something but if u do I don't blame u and sorry if I came across like an ass so hope u r ok and see yer
You sound like a really nice person, you never came across like an ass at all. Message me anytime :)

[RavleIncarnate]

Recently I've been feeling really down and my depression has gotten to me. I was discharged from hospital on the 30th from overdosing and since then my mind has been full with bad thoughts. Last night I grabbed the nearest thing to me which was a compass and left a couple of grazes on the top of my legs. I can't stop thinking about it and I really want to do it again but this time I want to do it even deeper and just leave. I really don't think I deserve to be here anymore. Can someone help me? :(

You really seem like a really nice and honest person, and I like that. When I firat saw you, I instantly though: Very nice, very honest, maybe a little nerdy and clumsy, good person, Mary-Jane was Spidey's girlfriend. Honestly, it was. And remember, I'm always there for others who need a friend, ear, or shoulder :) ;) :D Hakuna Matata!

[EmmaJane]

You really seem like a really nice and honest person, and I like that. When I firat saw you, I instantly though: Very nice, very honest, maybe a little nerdy and clumsy, good person, Mary-Jane was Spidey's girlfriend. Honestly, it was. And remember, I'm always there for others who need a friend, ear, or shoulder :) ;) :D Hakuna Matata!
Spidey's girlfriend is awesome ^^ I have gotten so bad I carry a compass to school with me now just in case I get urges whilst in school :(

[RavleIncarnate]

Wow, that's bad :( ):():():():