thatgothgirluknow
January 1st, 2014, 02:18 PM
when i first started self harm i thought it was something i could control something that i could use to help me feel better when things where realy hard and nothing else i never thought that it would get out of hand no matter what people told me but then it got worse i did it just because i needed to and not because i was upset things could be perfectly fine yet i still needed it now im not doing very well with it i offten give in to urges but the thing is while i know that its not safe to cut i realy truly want to cut i like how it feels and though i want to get better part of me still wants to cut has anyone ever felt this way