Scared of losing her...

[King_of_Hearts]

So I have a thing going on with a girl. Her name is Emily. She is a couple years older than I and we live in different places. On day she was... doing things... over skype and my mom walked in. My parents immediatly made me stop contacting her. I still do but it is getting harder. This is the first time I have ever felt so happy and strongly towards someone. But I am terrified of losing her. She is my one reason in life and keeps me from self harming... I feel like I am losing her because of the difficulty in contact. Any advice?

[Living For Love]

Ooohh, it must have been really embarrassing! Whatever happens, don't stop contacting her, using the methods you have available. You can text message her, or Kik, something your parents won't find out. And please, don't start self harming again because of this. Your parents will eventually forget about it, don't worry.

[ImagineRepublicCity]

If you love her, keep on trying. I think it's really cute and you should just keep on trying to talk to her. It'll be difficult, I know, but let her know that you're doing it in secret or something so that she understands.
Good luck with everything~

[King_of_Hearts]

She knows that I am... and I do truely love her. I know, I am young and stupid but I know that I love her. She means more to me than my own life. But it is still difficult to do this. I miss her, just even talking to her made life that much easier. But I either have to keep this up for a few years or lose her, which would probably kill me.

[chieko]

Try to contact her by other ways :) Just don't let anyone find out next time

[Melodic]

Find other ways to contact her, love has no limits.

[King_of_Hearts]

Thanks all for the advice. I will keep contacting her the way I have been... and I asked her if I was losing her or if it was me worrying too much. She said I'm not losing her. Just me worrying to much as usual...

[ewht]

Cole, I feel for you bro.

[newkler]

if you're meant to be, you will be:)