Being Alone Indefintely?

[Lovelife090994]

Being alone until I die...
That is the thing I fear. But I have a few words to those whom share that fear as I do. Life can be confusing, we can agree mostly. But know that while death can be unbeknownst to a person that does not mean stop living. Honestly you are not alone, you have your family I hope. If you do not have your family or friends then you have your faith if any. If none of those then you at least have life. Not everybody lives. You have to know that you won't be alone forever. I am 19 and I have never had friends. No true friends or friends like everyone else to hang out with or talk to. But you know what? I don't let it get to me. I know I'll one day have friends and if I want romance or intimacy then I know I'll find some boy or girl who is a great friend to me and maybe one day lover, and not for sex either.

You just have to keep your chin up before your woes eat you. I have cried many-a-night in fear and shame from me being lonely because normally I am a loner but I know I must be able and ready to face the day. I have one thing to live for. The future if nothing else. Because my future and destiny is something I can control just as you can control yours.

[Extreme586]

You and I are similar in that we tend to think of ourselves as loners. Truth is though, from my experience, your only as alone as you make yourself. Stop telling yourself your a loner and you will never have friends. Right now that's one of the biggest things stopping you from making any.

So much of my time especially my senior year (now) was spent living in my own agony and worrying about not being popular or having tons of friends or even a boyfriend to call my own. What I didn't realize until recently is I have all these wonderful people around me every day and all I had to do was speak up and have as good of a time with them as they were having. Stop living in your head and putting yourself down. The fact that you are even telling yourself all these things is keeping you from having good relationships with other people. You are worth more than you can possibly understand right now. All you have to do is believe that and stop putting yourself down.

Good luck man!

[HeyMrsTambourine]

What you're sayin' is exactly what I need to hear.
I tend to think my days will always be what they are currently (a torture). But maybe there's a tiny hope things will change. After all that's what I say to my depressed friends; I should listen to myself lol

[Living For Love]

As I was reading your post I couldn't hold my tears. Thank you so much for those words. I know that some day I will meet people that will care about me, people I know I can call my friends. I just need to be strong and keep going with my life. Thank you and good luck to you as well. (:

[Lovelife090994]

As I was reading your post I couldn't hold my tears. Thank you so much for those words. I know that some day I will meet people that will care about me, people I know I can call my friends. I just need to be strong and keep going with my life. Thank you and good luck to you as well. (:

You are welcome!