sixguy6
December 27th, 2013, 11:31 PM
Well a few months ago I was feeling very sad like depressed and I every time I was alone I'd feel real lonely and I would get depressed but when I was with friends and fam I was happy and felt good,but after when I came back gome I felt very very sad and didn't know what to do , I would cry myself to sleep at nighr and tbh I was thinking if cutting would help but I didn't want to be like those people who do that (no offense) and I was pretty much not looking forward to my future or anything,I practically didn't have a reason to get up in the morning but one day I text this nice beautiful girl and we start talking and we would joke about stuff on texts and I would look forward to texting her everyday and now I had a reason to get up in the morning for, I had someone to motivate me to workout and be how I am today , she has helped me through thick and thin even though I dont know her physically, we have skyped before and text like a ton and just 3 weeks ago I told her that I really liked her and she said she was "relieved" because she had had a crush on me for a while and so did I and I always called her my best friend and so did she but I thought to myself that I didn't want to be "just friends" so I told her I liked her and it ended up going so well , I love her more than anything in world and she means so much to me, she's the reason I get up in the morning just to text, why I breath, why I walk, why I am happy every day because she makes me so happy and I am going to work to save enough money to go to visit her and ask her out, but she went to italy about a week ago to visit some family and I haven't texted her since and im feeling sadder and sadder eveyday, I think of her 24/7 and she's always on my mind no matter what im doing or who im with, I miss her tons and cant wait to talk to her but it's sad not talking and I just wanted to ask how do I try and not miss the one girl that I love so much <3 , more than life itself? Please because idk when she is going to be back and I dont want to be sad, help me become happy by PM me and thanks for all your help love you all (but not more than the girl I love) :) thanks