bad chat

[thatgothgirluknow]

i decided to chat on here and this guy who was suicidal was on there and we were trying to cheer him up while this other guy was on there just causing trouble and fights he got banned but not before turning everything into chaos and triggering almost every one of my triggers and messing with me after that some things got said and taken wrong witch caused someone else to get upset and is now on the verge of self harming and im on the verge of just saying fuck it and ending this whole acount because at the moment all it is doing it causing trouble and triggering me even worse i came on here to help others and get to get advice and confort but right now it has none of those things and i am near my breaking point so this might be good bye if things dont improve tommorow

[fordgtguy]

who cares what people say fuck them

[thatgothgirluknow]

its not just words its things from my past that this has to do with the minute these things where said about a hundred unwanted images popped into my head

[fordgtguy]

everything will be cool go drink a glass of water and listen to some music you enjoy and you will be all cheered up

[thatgothgirluknow]

i hope so for both me and alex http://www.virtualteen.org/forums/showthread.php?t=199216
check out alexs post though

[fordgtguy]

I wasent there so i dont know what to say but do something u enjoy and relax

[thatgothgirluknow]

thanks ill try to relax

[ksdnfkfr]

i hope so for both me and alex http://www.virtualteen.org/forums/showthread.php?t=199216
check out alexs post though

I saw Alex's post and replied (http://www.virtualteen.org/forums/showpost.php?p=2628274&postcount=2) a couple hours ago.
Whole thing sounds like a big mess.
I tend to shy away from stuff like that because
I am still on shaky ground myself and I wrote
this (http://www.virtualteen.org/forums/showthread.php?t=193957) about it.
I would prob be a basket case after something like
that - it would really upset me badly - so I am staying
away from it. Maybe later on - but I am just not ready
for it right now - which I hate - but thats how it is.

[thatgothgirluknow]

sry guys i cut last night i just couldnt calm down tried listning to music but it wasnt working

[ksdnfkfr]

sry guys i cut last night i just couldnt calm down tried listning to music but it wasnt working

Don't apologize I prolly would have too after something like that.
But I hope you are over the worst of it and can get by without from
this point onward.

[thatgothgirluknow]

yeah i think im pretty much over it

[Willweston]

Just ignore him!

[Katiya]

Ignore internet bs. People would not want to confront you in RL Here they just hide behind a screen, so ddon't take any of it to heart.

Byo my phone is not letting me fix my type today -.- as usually sorry for typos