lifelies
December 23rd, 2013, 05:57 AM
Hihi.
I'm 15 and never had a girlfriend. I've had crushes but never been in love (i'm borderline so I'm scared of relationships) until now. There's that girl I know since we were like 3, we were really good friends and we used to say we were going to marry when we were 6. Damn, we even made out once when we were 8 - we were in the music school and we were giggling a lot so we were suspended for a day and we were laughing so bad and I just kissed here.
Then we stopped talking, I guess I was another asshole who just went away from girls because society says you can't have girl friends lol.
Recently we started talking again, we both play the piano and are... weird, hipster, etc. She has Crohn's disease and she told me, I want to tell her that I self harm because I suspect she does too.
I like her... a lot. I never felt like this with any other girl. I think she likes me too.
She's on a trip until Thursday, somehow we decided to go shopping together when she comes back, and she's gonna come with me to the piercer's when I get snakebites.
We have similar taste in music and so (we're the only people I know who likes both classical music and LanaDelRey, NSN, etc.).
What should I do? I guess the shopping and piercing is like... a date. But we haven't talked that much, maybe it's too early to do anything?
Should I tell her? If so, how?
I mean... I need her, I really do. I'm not even worrying about the future and how bad will it be when we split up, I just need her. :confused:
I'm 15 and never had a girlfriend. I've had crushes but never been in love (i'm borderline so I'm scared of relationships) until now. There's that girl I know since we were like 3, we were really good friends and we used to say we were going to marry when we were 6. Damn, we even made out once when we were 8 - we were in the music school and we were giggling a lot so we were suspended for a day and we were laughing so bad and I just kissed here.
Then we stopped talking, I guess I was another asshole who just went away from girls because society says you can't have girl friends lol.
Recently we started talking again, we both play the piano and are... weird, hipster, etc. She has Crohn's disease and she told me, I want to tell her that I self harm because I suspect she does too.
I like her... a lot. I never felt like this with any other girl. I think she likes me too.
She's on a trip until Thursday, somehow we decided to go shopping together when she comes back, and she's gonna come with me to the piercer's when I get snakebites.
We have similar taste in music and so (we're the only people I know who likes both classical music and LanaDelRey, NSN, etc.).
What should I do? I guess the shopping and piercing is like... a date. But we haven't talked that much, maybe it's too early to do anything?
Should I tell her? If so, how?
I mean... I need her, I really do. I'm not even worrying about the future and how bad will it be when we split up, I just need her. :confused: