Hanging on by my fingertips.

[Blackisme]

So uh I guess I've been here before the hole that always seems to grow larger as my life goes on...I just never realised how much I'd fall after a month of no cutting . It almost feels as if I'm dizzy all the time. I relapsed two days ago and can't seem to get out of it...I can hardly go to school anymore . Only Friday I as in a games class and people were laughing and kept looking over at me . Of course it made me want to run out of the class but I held on till the end only to lock myself in the changing rooms bathroom to have a breakdown...I can honestly say I'm soo close to just giving up . In honesty km hoping to be able to ..I just feel so alone right now ,it's crushing me -.-

[MisterNobody]

I've been there, too. And I know it isn't easy, but please don't give up. So you relapsed. It happens. I've relapsed so many times I lost count. But the thing is, you just gotta keep trying, assuming you want to get better. You're young, this is just one season of your life, albeit a dark one. And I'm sorry for that. But try to take solace in the fact that everyone goes through times like these, and you really aren't alone, even though you feel like you're suffocating right now. Your best bet is to connect with others who are struggling with the same issues as you. And above all, I'd seek help from a professional. Suicide might terminate your pain, but it will only increase the pain of those around you, and that pain will only grow over time. People care about you. I care, and if you ever need someone to talk to, just shoot me a message. But I honestly think you should try to get some help. You deserve to be happy, and healthy, and sane. That's not to say life will ever be all sunshine and rainbows, because it won't, but things can get better, if you choose to better yourself. Stay strong. It'll be okay.

[Katiya]

That's not so bad. Lot of people cut again. Just start over and try again. Its all we can do right?. Getting help might help too