really want

[lewy]

Really want to cut images keep coming into my mind and I can't get to sleep. See the blood maybe will help me get some sleep and then I won't fall asleep at school again. Just I promised I would not and my parents check my wrists everyday

[Katiya]

Don't cut! Least try not too. However promising isn't going to stop anyone. Can you talk with someone?

[lewy]

Don't cut! Least try not too. However promising isn't going to stop anyone. Can you talk with someone?

I would phone someone but as a punishment I got it taken away. I have tired to read but nothing is going in. Almost time to get going to school anyway. Three nights without sleep is making me so tired.

[Katiya]

They punish you for calling your friends for support?? Now that's abuse by deprivation of emotional support. I can't believe they don't want you to talk to anyone when you feel you need support, especially if they are unwilling to give it like they should.

You need to tell someone and try to find a place to stay. Are there any youth services around that re home youth that ran away? We have one and they are quite good for these situations.

[Josef_]

You should talk to friends at school. Try to focus on your school work. It should help you forget about cutting. Maybe you should talk to who has taken away your way of contacting people for emotion support.