I don't know

[TheAwesomeDude]

That's really the only way to explain it, I don't know. I have, what I believe are feelings, for some boys. Yet, at the same time, I am still hung up about over my ex-girlfriend. She is the prettiest being I've ever seen. I still love her, even though it's been 2 years now. I've been forced to sit and watch her go out with another boy who she is really close to. She also has not talked to me, and refuses to, for 2 years. Here comes the odd part, the feeling I get when I see her, I get when I see some boys. I don't know whether I'm bi or just really screwed up, or just in denial. There's also a whole other story I'm not going to get into, but I'm just really confused, have been really depressed for 2 months now, even though I'm on anti=depressants. I have considered suicide, but I will never take that option. It is a coward's way out, in MY OPINION, and it makes me cry to think if I did, imagining what my family would do and how they would react. I'm just really sad, and my ex doesn't even care I still have feelings for her and that I'm extremely depressed. Please don't move this into the Dating section, because I'm trying to get some opinions on my sexuality.

[Church Of The Mind]

Perhaps you have some bisexual tendencies.
Please don't commit suicide, that's not the answer and you're only hitting a rough patch in your life.

[TheAwesomeDude]

It's not a rough patch when you've been in it for 2 years. I'm just starting to wonder if people even like me. If I try to hard. I don't know this stuff since the only thing I do is stay home. I almost never hang out with my friends, so I don't know. Also, I do hide my emotions very well, I have taught myself that.

[Living For Love]

Maybe it's just the fact that you feel no one likes you that makes you attracted to other guys, that need all people have for love. If you and your ex broke up, then you two had a reason for it, and it might not be a very good idea to date her again. Maybe you could just ask her over text message or something how she's going, try to act friendly with her, but don't be too intrusive.

If you have friends, that it would be a good idea to hang out with them once in awhile, it could make you feel less depressed.

Learning to hide your emotions is a good thing, but it can become bad if it makes you feel even worse than expressing them to someone else. You need to make sure you can control your feelings, and don't let them ruin your life. This is just a bad period you're going through, I'm sure there are people who really like you, and I'm sure your depression will have an end. You just need to move on and live your life normally.

[Lil.k8]

there is no black and white no one is only gay or straight the lables only mean that u prefer that sex everyone is attracted to people of either sex most people just wont admit it.