it kills.

[RIP_banana]

EATING DISORDAS KILL!
sorry to be blunt and harsh, but its the truth.

i never want anyone to feel what i am going though. so please if you or a loved one, any one you know has an eating disorda please make sure that you or them get the help you need NOW! do with while its not to late.

eating disordas are not a pretty thing at all, and it can take the poeple you love away from you, even if they dont want to die they can any way. its a bitch i know.

please get the help!

i love shannyn. <333333333:(:mad:

[Skuicide]

I agree. I've been anorexic for 6 years and bulimic for four. I've lost friends and family has alienated me because they just don't know how to deal. It takes over your mind and sucks every bit of logic and energy out of you both mentally and physically. It's to the point now that every day, every hour, every second, all I think about is how many calories I'm burning sitting in class twiddling my pen or how many days it'll take me to reach my ultimate goal weight. I've cried in class because there was a program on eating disorders on the tv and this girl was hospitalized and I was afraid that'd be me one day. I cried in gym last year because I felt so fat compared to everyone else. I've skipped school because I hadn't eaten in days, even weeks, and was too weak to brave the stairs. I've tried recovering but it's too difficult. I can't do it.
I urge anyone who hasn't gotten this far or even think they may be suffering from one to tell a loved one, a friend, a teacher, anyone. Reach out and get help! It's not worth it.