Barneytinsen
December 14th, 2013, 09:07 AM
so im now in senior year and many people says im changing. my friends (they keep teasing me) , classmates (they also tease me the same), my family (yeah they noticed somethings off too.).
so the problem is im acting "autistic" the way i speak im like drunk i have some serious anger issues when im angry i just needed to punch or destroy something
last few days i punched my friend right in the mouth and its like my reflexes just did it i never thought of doing it and i just ran the hell out of there.I know myself that something is also changing i just dont know how to change, i dont know how do i act normal again, classmates are saying that "hey dude your not the same when in freshman and the past years what happend to you?" .and also my teacher is noticing that somethings off with me too, he is my junior teacher and he talked to me last week about im always not in class like im "mentally absent" yea i know what he is talking about i just dont know why, when in class im always distracted. like when the teacher is talking about step 1 then i will get distracted then when i "woke up" he is already in step 4. yeah i dont know whats happening to me with the autism aspects , distractions??, anger issues, so do i need to have therapy and take meds?
so the problem is im acting "autistic" the way i speak im like drunk i have some serious anger issues when im angry i just needed to punch or destroy something
last few days i punched my friend right in the mouth and its like my reflexes just did it i never thought of doing it and i just ran the hell out of there.I know myself that something is also changing i just dont know how to change, i dont know how do i act normal again, classmates are saying that "hey dude your not the same when in freshman and the past years what happend to you?" .and also my teacher is noticing that somethings off with me too, he is my junior teacher and he talked to me last week about im always not in class like im "mentally absent" yea i know what he is talking about i just dont know why, when in class im always distracted. like when the teacher is talking about step 1 then i will get distracted then when i "woke up" he is already in step 4. yeah i dont know whats happening to me with the autism aspects , distractions??, anger issues, so do i need to have therapy and take meds?