Confused

[JayceCornwall]

Okay so here's my story:

I have had many girlfriends all of which I enjoyed doing stuff with. Both just fun and "sexual". While I have yet to have actual sex we have made out and done other things like bj's and I really enjoyed it. However back when I was in middle school I had a huge crush on a guy. He was one of my best friends and he spent the night all of the time. We would share a bed and I'm going to be honest I used to get hard next to him. I would try to get really close to him and he would never really say anything about it. We kissed a couple of times and he gave me a bj once. His mom ended reading some of our texts and we weren't allowed to hang out again. Anyways I'm just wondering if this is all normal. I am now a senior in high school and this is really the only guy I've ever felt this way. I still see him at school, we don't talk anymore, and I kinda still feel a little bit towards him but I still know for sure I like girls. Again just confused wondering if you could offer up some advice for me.

[Tdogzz96]

Hey, I think you should talk to him so you both know what each other are feeling. Don't worry about labels or what gender you like, just go with your feelings and follow your heart. If I were you I'd miss him, cause it kinda sounds like you two had something special and unique. And if I were him I'd miss you.

[ska8er]

u have to find out if he still considers u a friend. he may not b talking to u
cause he is wondering how U r feeling. u say u slept next to him and u kissed
and he didn't say anything means he has some feelings for u. he might b
embarrassed. if u c him again ask him if everything is cool then take it from
there.

[TimMyself]

Bromance dude! :-) do you guys ever see each other again, talk?

[Harley Quinn]

P101 :arrow: Teen Sexuality

[ryanpeterson832]

I would talk to him.

[Living For Love]

I don't know how old are you, but I would say you shouldn't hurry in labelling yourself. If you still have feelings for your friend, just try to get a bit closer to him, like before. Maybe he was just a crush, but if you think you two could still spend some good time together, just talk to him about it.