Im up!

[turtlescantwrite]

Its been a whole month since I stopped cutting. I was trying to commit suicide in a bathtub at home when I just... stopped and let myself cry. My grandparents had said they would kick me out for not cleaning the guest room they gave me and I just freaked out. My grandmother has obsessive compulsive disorder and when I didn't make my bed and put my clothes up shed yell and scream at me. But I can't explain why I didn't keep cutting. My arm has ugly scars and I have to wear a jacket at work so I don't attract attention from customers . Honestly though I'm not as sad, ever since I let myself have a mental breakdown I've actually dealt some. Let's hope I can keep this up. *smiles*

[fordgtguy]

Dont cut or commit suicide thats just wasting a perfectly good life if you commit suicide it means you are weak and cant face daily problems that occur. Just keep you head up and in a little bit you would think all those thoughts were stupid. it gets better

[ksdnfkfr]

That is wonderful news, congratulations :)