All is lost...

[Axw_JD]

I feel trapped... I don't see any way out, I feel really lonely and forgotten, like everyone has given up on me. I don't really have anyone to talk about anything personal and I just can't handle it all by myself and it has really gotten to the point that it is simply too much. I am tired of struggling every day to find a reason to even get out of bed and get through the day. Nobody knows and I know nobody cares how I feel either... I am just expected to be there for everyone until the end, yet any time I need someone there is nobody there... I guess I am just asking too much, I am not worth anyone's time or effort... I am broken beyond repair and there's no point for anyone to even try, I am just the third wheel after all, the replacement friend for whenever nobody else is around, completely disposable and useless most of the time, why invest time on making sure that I am ok?

I wish I had the balls to end it all, to just stop caring, to stop being afraid... things will just keep getting worse, what's the point?

[BADdies]

Need someone to talk to? I'm here

[Aquariacherry]

i always feel the same way too... just remember u always gots da internet xp

[Blood]

I feel trapped... I don't see any way out, I feel really lonely and forgotten, like everyone has given up on me. I don't really have anyone to talk about anything personal and I just can't handle it all by myself and it has really gotten to the point that it is simply too much. I am tired of struggling every day to find a reason to even get out of bed and get through the day. Nobody knows and I know nobody cares how I feel either... I am just expected to be there for everyone until the end, yet any time I need someone there is nobody there... I guess I am just asking too much, I am not worth anyone's time or effort... I am broken beyond repair and there's no point for anyone to even try, I am just the third wheel after all, the replacement friend for whenever nobody else is around, completely disposable and useless most of the time, why invest time on making sure that I am ok?

I wish I had the balls to end it all, to just stop caring, to stop being afraid... things will just keep getting worse, what's the point?


Hey. I care, ok? And I bet other people in your life care too. I know things seem like they can't get any worse, and you feel like you've hit rock bottom. But you know what? When you're at your lowest, you can either choose to stay there or you can choose to rise up. You need to choose to rise up.

You have your whole life ahead of you. So many things you can accomplish. Don't consider suicide. Things WILL get better.

If you ever want to talk, vent, or just say hi feel free to drop me a PM or VM ok? I'm always willing to listen. Things will get better. :)

[Axw_JD]

that isn't true... the only thing that seems to happen when I think I have hit rock bottom is the floor cracking underneath and me falling once again, like right now... things don't get any better, they either stay just as bad or get worse, and I'm sick and tired of that...

[Katiya]

that isn't true... the only thing that seems to happen when I think I have hit rock bottom is the floor cracking underneath and me falling once again, like right now... things don't get any better, they either stay just as bad or get worse, and I'm sick and tired of that...

Is there anything you like? Like simple things like just good music or something? Do and think about things you like.

Music can be very good. Music has always inspired me. And when iI'm having a hard timein life iI've found music that relates to that and I've found that very helpful when I've no one to talk to. Music with powerful emotional and meaningful lyrics can help because you can relate.

Also excersize always boosts mood. I love physical activity. My problem is finding the activity's where IiI've lol. So you might have to be creative, use a tree for pull ups or something haha!