BlueStar
February 8th, 2008, 04:21 PM
I was diagnosed last year with EDNOS. I weighed 98lbs and I was 5'2. I had been purging like crazy.
This year, its back. I' 5'2 and 91lbs. I've been abusing diet pills and not eating. I don't feel thin or look thin but the scale says I weigh 91lbs. I've been hiding this from everyone I know and trying to lose more weight by exercise and controlling my diet. I'm also paranoid schizophrenic and I have to cut the diet pills because in a week I start a new group of antidepressants called MAOI's and mixed with diet pills, they can kill me, and I don't want to kill myself.
I don't know if I want to recover. I just want to be thin. I want to recover from schizophrenia.
My goal weight was 90lbs but I don't know if I want to stay this fat. I think I want to be thinner. This is my story..
This year, its back. I' 5'2 and 91lbs. I've been abusing diet pills and not eating. I don't feel thin or look thin but the scale says I weigh 91lbs. I've been hiding this from everyone I know and trying to lose more weight by exercise and controlling my diet. I'm also paranoid schizophrenic and I have to cut the diet pills because in a week I start a new group of antidepressants called MAOI's and mixed with diet pills, they can kill me, and I don't want to kill myself.
I don't know if I want to recover. I just want to be thin. I want to recover from schizophrenia.
My goal weight was 90lbs but I don't know if I want to stay this fat. I think I want to be thinner. This is my story..